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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
I dont know how it ever came to this.
I guess i just cant handle pressure well.
All those sleepless nights, thinking of what to do next.
Suddenly, it all seems wasted.
Just last night, i tried to get to sleep.
It took me a whole one and a half hour,
And i slept at 2.30am.
I was so tired today.
And then it just had to be another long day.
School was fine.
Seriously.
It was the best part of the day.
After school i had to decide between dance PT and pub meeting.
I chose PT.
And then i had to rush off for a 2 hour piano session.
My last finger hurt. Alot.
And now im friggin worried abt my exam.
Im NOT prepared.
And i have to book the studio and practise.
Alot of things happened in the 2 hours of piano.
It made me really frusrated.
My head was pounding so bad after my piano lesson.
I almost broke down while walking and waiting for the bus.
I didnt know why i couldnt catch my breath.
I was kinda hyperventilating.
And i almost cried.
I dont know why.
Maybe i just cant handle pressure.
MINGHUI, SORRY I CANT HELP YOU MUCH K..IM SORRY I HAVE SO MANY OTHER COMMITMENTS OUTSIDE,BUT I PROMISE, ONCE THIS PIANO THING IS OVER,I'LL BE THERE WITH YOU, LEADING DANCE SOCIETY ONTO HIGHER GROUND(:But for now, no promises yet.
♥
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
I dont know how it ever came to this.
I guess i just cant handle pressure well.
All those sleepless nights, thinking of what to do next.
Suddenly, it all seems wasted.
Just last night, i tried to get to sleep.
It took me a whole one and a half hour,
And i slept at 2.30am.
I was so tired today.
And then it just had to be another long day.
School was fine.
Seriously.
It was the best part of the day.
After school i had to decide between dance PT and pub meeting.
I chose PT.
And then i had to rush off for a 2 hour piano session.
My last finger hurt. Alot.
And now im friggin worried abt my exam.
Im NOT prepared.
And i have to book the studio and practise.
Alot of things happened in the 2 hours of piano.
It made me really frusrated.
My head was pounding so bad after my piano lesson.
I almost broke down while walking and waiting for the bus.
I didnt know why i couldnt catch my breath.
I was kinda hyperventilating.
And i almost cried.
I dont know why.
Maybe i just cant handle pressure.
MINGHUI, SORRY I CANT HELP YOU MUCH K..IM SORRY I HAVE SO MANY OTHER COMMITMENTS OUTSIDE,BUT I PROMISE, ONCE THIS PIANO THING IS OVER,I'LL BE THERE WITH YOU, LEADING DANCE SOCIETY ONTO HIGHER GROUND(:But for now, no promises yet.
