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♥ Wednesday, May 31, 2006
9:19 PM

WHEE!
Had flag day today!
Damn fun!
Shall not elaborate!
Cos i need to bluetooth stuff!
WHEE~
BYE! (:
loves,
nana. :D

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UPDATED:

FLAG DAY! (:
It was so freaking crappy!
Even though it was a COMPLETE waste of time..
Hey, all in the name of charity right? :D

Anyways, a group of 3C girls went from school (Math lesson) to TM straight away.
We were supposed to gather at 1pm.
We reached the booth at 1.15pm. :D
Thanks to Cai Yi Ling and Da Yan Jing. X) (HAHA, just kidding, not your fault lah!)
Then, a group of us decided to go to BUGIS!
WOOTS!

We reached Bugis at around 2pm,
And we all split up.
Pris and I were in one group! :D
We walked the whole perimeter of Parco Bugis.
And i saw JOEL TAN.
YAY! Got him to donate. :)))))))

Then, we went to Zoe and Kaikai's hot spot.
And they went to slack.
That's where i met Sandy and Shaun/Shawn.
Haha, I GOT SANDY TO DONATE.
SHAUN/SHAWN DIDNT.
BAHHHHHS.

Lingyi is a freaking slacker.
LOL

I collected all of my money there.
And at 3.30pm, Pris and I went to slack! (Cos we were damn tired. :( )
AND WE ZI LIAN! :D


PLEASE DONATE? :)
SEE THIS CHIOBU STILL DONT DONATE?!!
FINE THEN! GET LOST!

LOL.
While Pris and I were collecting money,
We saw a guy kneeling with one knee on the floor, and he proposed to his gf with a bouquet of flowers!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG IT WAS SO TOUCHING!
I went, "AWWWWWWW... ..."
The girl cried. (:
TEARS OF JOY!
XIN4 FU2!
(:

At 4pm, we met up with 5 other ppl!
Namely Yajing, Shit, Kaikai, Zoe and Val. (:
TOOK NEOPRINTS!
Neoprints cannot be scanned. xP

LOL. Go check Zoe's blog. Might have.
Then can see SHIT'S spastic faces! WOOOOOOTS!

Then, me and Shitbee hurried back to TM first.
Cos one of them EZLink not enough money,
And since we were both the 1st ones to reach the MRT,
We hurried back to tell them that there were still ppl on the way back.
(See, one train was here and the next one was 8 min.)
Reached back.
Still got alot of time. -.-
Hurried for nothing. (FINNNNNE)
END OF STORY!

WHEEEEEEEE.
My birthday's in THREE TWO more days!
Spastic gang of ppl coming over. x(
SHITMANNNNNNN.
LOL. KIDDING. :D
CANT WAIT!

Since there's nothing else, here's more nonsensical pics. (:

Me and GAYLE.
During the Student Council Nominees Camp. :D

BANGALAH BRYAN/YALAM YEO.
Hanging upside down from the pullup bar.
LOL. RETARDEDDDDD.

Translation: Ugly fat woman act sexy;
Husband scared to death alive.
LOLLLLLLLL.

Have more pics to upload next time round!
Till then, HAPPY JUNE HOLIDAYS! (:


♥ Tuesday, May 30, 2006
8:59 PM

I MISS MY COM. ):

WOOTS!
Im back from a 2D1N camp in school! :D
It was really fun!

FIRST DAY
Reached school at exactly 3pm.
Gathered and every one was briefed.
Playing with Jingting in the AVT.
LOL. :D
Wong and Crystal Chan were the 2 main councillor-in-charge.
And they were safety officers also. (At this point in time i exclaimed," DIE! WE ALL DIE LIAO!")
(:
I got fen pei to group 3 --> C2B. :D
At first so quiet, after a while we started becoming quite siao! :DDDD
Group facilitators: Gayle, Inggrid and Chermain.
WOOTS!
1st thing we did was to go learn MASS DANCE.
Alot of steps taken from Dance Society dances.
Like, WTFFFF. x)
COPYRIGHT OKAYYY!
And they make us dance at hyperspeed.
Haha! I look damn spas. o.o

Then, cheering.
I damn siao one lah.
Haha! CHEER CHEER CHEER BUT VOICE STILL ALRIGHT! (:
... ... DINNER @ 85... ...

... ...
NIGHT GAMES.
I HATE EVERY COUNCILLOR.
RARRR! SCARED THE BEJEBUS OUTTA ME!
ROAAAAARR.
Actually it wasnt that scary.
I just kept scaring myself.
LOL.

Bathe... LIGHTS OUT AT 2.30AM. (SECOND DAY)

The SCs are very the jian4!
LIKE, WHO CONDUCTS INTERVIEWS AFTER 3AM?!!!!

At approximately 5.30am,
Natty and another councillor came into our bunk.
I sat up cos i couldnt slp and i went, "HI NATTY. :)"

"Hi Nalina! Ok, wake up!"
"???"

Wake up le, wear shoes, take hp.
I still had no idea what was going on.
Until we reached the chairs at the staff room there.
I was thinking, "INTERVIEW?"

YUPP! IT WAS THE FREAKING INTERVIEW!
AT 5.30AM!
I actually dont feel angry or sorry for myself.
I feel sorry for the councillors.
See all of them falling aslp or trying to keep themselves awake.
Haha, quite cham.

WHO ASK YOU ALL HAVE SUPER EARLY MORNING INTERVIEW!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

But in the end i never slp also lah. xP
TABBY WAS SO TIRED! WHEEEEEEEEEEE SAD LIFE. HAHA! X)

Then, the whole grp of us just slacked in the bunk.
Cannot slp liao lah. :(
Time flewwwwww... ...
8.30am GATHER! :D

First, our grp did station games!
I kinda hurt my knee, again again again.
But it was still kinda fun! WOOTS!
And this is one of those miraculous times where we could untangle ourselves from the tangled up mess!
Was really happy when we managed to finish it! XD

After that, MASS DANCE.
Aloysius is out to get me one. :(
I was made to stand in front of every one with the SC demonstrators.
Luckily, i managed to pull Jingting in with me. (:
It was very fun!!!
Even though it was quite AA,
I really enjoyed being in front of every one, performing again.

Then Aloy and SmellyMelly (:D) performed OUR sec 1 orientation dance.
MEI3 LI4 XIN1 SHI4 JIE4!!!
OMG, i was so, ermm, emotional. LOL.
I really liked that dance alot.
I dunno why, even though i couldnt rmb shit from it,
I could still taste this lingering feeling of newbiness, shyness, unwillingness..
All those when i was still sec 1.
And it made me think that i was already sec 3.
And soon, this time next yr, i wont be having so much fun anymore. ):

TIME FLIES.
Im sec 3.
But i got a whole level of friends who are with me till the very end!! :DDD
Very end meaning the O LEVELS.
CRAPPP.

Man, i miss dance.
I miss performing.
I miss sleeping! WOOTS!
SLEEPING ROCKKKKS. :)

BIRTHDAY IN 4 3 MORE DAYS.

♥ Sunday, May 28, 2006
9:48 PM

FUCKING CRAP.

MY COM'S GOING NUTS.
IT DOESNT FUCKING START UP.
THE NEW WIRELESS MOUSE MY MUM GOT ME IS STUPID AND SHE BLAMES ME FOR IT.
FUCKING CB.

SO FUCKING BAD MOOD NOW.
USING MY BRO'S COM AND HE SAYS HE WANTS TO BAN ME FROM IT.
WTF.
FUCKING BAD MOOD.
SIAN.

COUNCIL NOMINEE CAMP TMR.
HAVENT PACK YET.
AND THE GANG IS GOING ICE-SKATING WITHOUT ME.
FUCK.

I HAVE THE FUCKING WORST LUCK IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE FUCKING WORLD.

♥ Saturday, May 27, 2006
9:03 PM

manipulation is the key
they screw it in
because you're naive~`



Im feeling so depressed.
Still sad that i have 3 hours of remedial on my birthday.
I thought it would be a nice nice stress free day on my birthday.
):

The remedial is based on the paper that you failed.
I failed ELECT HIST only.
And they put as i failed COMBINED HUMANITIES.
Which means i failed BOTH SS and HIST.
That is so... ):
I have to go back for both remedials.
))))X
BOOOOOOOXXXX!!!!

♥ Friday, May 26, 2006
5:10 PM

I dont know what's wrong with me.
Im feeling quite.. ):
As in, noone appreciates my efforts.
I know sometimes i do things "un-wholeheartedly",
But i still took time and effort to do it right?

I know every single one of us has faced such a problem before,
Like not being appreciated.
I totally understand how it feels.
And it's such a sucky feeling.

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Im scared of getting into council.
I know it's kinda like, wishful thinking that i would actually get in,
But, what IF i really get in?
Since sec 1, i've always wanted to be in council,
That's no secret.
But now, i feel as though it's a huge responsibility.
I dont really mind being in or not in,
Im just scared that if i get in,
Whether i'll be able to cope with studies, dance and council.
Studies and dance and piano and tuition are already quite filled with stress.
But once PIANO is piano, i find that i can do anything.
Even though it's only 1 hour on a tuesday. (:

DANCE is a passion in my life.
SINGING is another one.
If i wanna develop this other passion,
I will have to give up other things to cope with it.
Let's see, by next year, if i have all these... ...
(1) DANCE
(2) VOCAL LESSONS
(3) COUNCIL
(4) TUITION
(5) STUDIES
(6) O LEVELS

There're only 7 days in a week.
Will i have it all?
I realise that 7 days is not enough for me.
I need to go to church.
I need to go back to God.
But i cant.
Not when time is against me.



I GUESS BRIT IS NOW PISSED WITH K-FED!
WOOTS!


♥ Thursday, May 25, 2006
3:59 PM

you're not the one for me~` x)
I KNOW EVERY ONE MISSES ME WHEN IM NOT IN SCHOOL.

I KNOW I KNOW. xD



Congratulations you spastic, stroke"ful" old man:



YOU'RE THE NEXT AMERICAN IDOL!


Sigh.
I wanted Kat to win.



YOU'RE NOT THE ONE FOR ME(:


SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW
WAY UP HIGH

I HEART HER! (:

All hail NALINAtheGREAT!


♥ Wednesday, May 24, 2006
9:39 PM

BOOOOS!

I dont want go school tmr.
So diu lian. X(

Plus, i didnt catch the afternoon episode of American Idol.
Shall catch it at 11.30pm.
Therefore, i cannot sleep on time and have to sleep late.

The results of American Idol is tmr at 8.30am.
Therefore i cannot go school. :D

Thus, i shall PON SCHOOL. :)

LALALALALALALALALALALAALALLA.
I HATE YOU.

I HATE MY PAST.
AND NOW I SEE IT IN SOMEONE ELSE.
WONT YOU JUST TALK TO ME?
PRIS.

♥ Tuesday, May 23, 2006
9:56 PM

SHIT.
I SING FLAT FLAT ONE.
DIE LIAO.
GONNA EMBARASS MYSELF IN FRONT OF THE SCHOOL TMR.



God, help me.

♥ Sunday, May 21, 2006
10:36 PM

If this goes on.. I'll

(1) Tear my hair out.
(2) Eat my eyeballs.
(3) Crush my nose.
(4) Puncture my lungs.
(5) Cut my wrists.
(6) Pierce my heart.
(7) And wait to die.

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Gosh. Im having a sore throat.
And a blocked nose.
HOW TO SING NEXT WED?!!!!!!!
Boy. This is what they call HEAVEN'S WILL.

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Was damn high just now.
Surprising how your mood can change just by sitting in front of the comp.
I seriously dont wanna go sch tmr.
But, i have responsibilities and duties in school.
I cant just MISS IT and call it a day.
Face it Nal, you're not gonna be like normal ppl.

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Went to Popular just now.
And saw Swan! :)
She asked me whether i wanna go clubbing on the 30th of May.
At MOS -> Underage party. (((:
I initially wanted to lie to my mum, say go chalet.
But, i just decided to ask her truthfully.
She replied, "I dont like the idea."
That's it. -.-
YES, or NO?
No answer.
LOLLLL.
Gonna ask her again tmr.
Dont care.
Even if she dont let me go im gonna go.
Provided i have enough money for the entrance fee, $18.
Im not exactly on a money roll here. X(

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I wanna be dead by my 15th birthday.

♥ Friday, May 19, 2006
11:52 PM

DONT WORRY; BE HAPPY!





11:27 PM

Today was kinda boring.
Morning, wake up, go SWT prac.
Then, watch DVC.
Then, eat Twister Fries.
That's abt it.

Haha, next week for Wed expression,
I'll be singing a freaking SOLO for a little of the song "When You Believe".
LIKE OMGGGG.
I'll screw up and embarrass myself in front of the entire school.
JOY.

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How come once the papers are taken back,
Every one goes into a depressed mood?
I mean, everytime i go to a friend's blog (doesnt mean i dont leave a tag means i dont go :D),
They talk abt their parents scolding them,
Their disappointment abt the results,
Their anger at the school.

I mean, shouldnt the world be a much happier place?
Sure, we have constant grievances and obstacles in life,
But that doesnt mean we cant live a life without jumping over them.

Look at me, i know some ppl's results cant be compared to mine..
(I only failed one paper, while some ppl only passed one or didnt pass at all)
Sure, you can express your disappointment and sadness when you get your paper
(Crying is a GREAT way of releasing sadness),
But, dont make the ppl around you sad as well.

When i got back my Hist paper, i was damn sad that i failed (obviously).
But, if you ask the ppl who were there, i was behaving like a total nutcase.
Some ppl who passed were depressed and moody.
While me, ONE OF THOSE WHO FAILED, was actually going around consoling those who passed.
OK.. ORDER VS. DISORDER. -.-

I just dont get it.
It's alright to express your emotion when you feel as though you've been a failure,
But, just dont affect those around you.
Because, once the epidemic of sadness spreads, every one will catch it.
And everyone will be sad. ):

And then, everyone has the problems with their parents.
PARENTS. BAHHH.
They think they scold you, your marks will automatically become higher.
SERIOUS! You see, they think their spit might just be able to make the "0" become a "100".
WOW! If magic like that existed, i'll be the toothfairy.

PARENTS. PLEASE.. YOUR KIDS ALREADY FEEL DEPRESSED THAT THEY CANNOT GET GOOD MARKS. BY SCOLDING THEM, YOU HURT THEIR FEELINGS EVEN MORE AND THEN THEY CANNOT STUDY THEN THEY CANNOT IMPROVE THEN THEY CANNOT GET HIGH MARKS THEN YOU SCOLD THEM AGAIN THEN YOU HURT THEIR FEELINGS THEN THEY CANNOT STUDY... ...

Siao eh.
STFU lah.
Dont waste your spit, dont waste our emotions.

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If you feel depressed, watch these videos:








(:

♥ Thursday, May 18, 2006
11:21 PM

OMGOSH. Everyone's so depressed.
It's getting me sad too. ):

9:48 PM


Scarred pics means i LOATHE them.
Tick means im alright with them.
I LOVE CHRIS!!!!!!


I so fucking hate Taylor.
He eliminated ELLIOT YAMIN.
Like WHAT DA FUCKKKK.
RARRRRR!!!


HAPPY DAYS WHEN CHRIS WAS STILL HERE :(


WHEEEEE IM BORED.
AND TIRED. ):

♥ Wednesday, May 17, 2006
8:49 PM

RED, and YELLOW, and PINK and GREEN..
PURPLE and ORANGE and BLUE.
i can sing a RAINBOW.


I HATE YOU. ):
WHY DIDNT YOU STOP ME?

I got back SS paper today.
3 quarts of the class failed.
I got 18 out of 36.
Technically, i didnt fail.
But it sucks.
Hopefully my past tests will pull me up. (:

Today there was SEL presentation.
Everyone's presentation rocked.
Except the group which did colinandkero.
I WAS UBER PISSED OFF AT THEM.
At first i was like, "WHAT THE FUCK?"
Then sylvester made it worser and worser.
I was going to explode already lorh.
LIKE WHAT THE HELL.

Fuck sia.
I hate it when ppl discriminate ppl that they dont even know and just judge them by what they see.
Nehneh.

Anyway, that has nothing to do with me.
So, today was kinda boring.
But me and Shit were using the 100 Plus bottle to hump the styrofoam boxes. X)
Haha, i have 2 vids of it.
And one of them has Phoebe looking damn spastic. =D

I also dunno whether i should go for the student camp.
I guess not anymore.
FORGET IT.

Comments on American Idol:
(1) Elliot was alright. Nothing spectacular.
(2) Catherine shone. (((:
(3) Taylor is damn spastic.
(4) I WANT CHRIS. ):
CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS
)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):



Somewhere over the rainbow.
Way up high.
If birds fly over the rainbow,
WHY OH WHY CANT I?

♥ Tuesday, May 16, 2006
9:55 PM

BOO

I HATE SCHOOL.
I HATE OKC. <-- BIATCH
SCHOOL IS A WASTE OF TIME.
WANNA PON SCH TMR.
GAHHHH.
LEGS HURT.
I FEEL TIRED.
AND SAD.
IM PISSED TOO.






It was such a surprise that you actually smsed me.
PLEASE! Stop it!
I dont wanna hear anymore of your sweet lies and claims of loving me and your bullshit!!!!!


♥ Monday, May 15, 2006
8:57 PM

School was boring.

A MATHS - 65/80
CHEM - 62/100

Fucktard.
:(
Dont wanna go back sch tmr.
Haii.
Many many pics from the East Coast Park outing.
Too many to post.
Go to YIYEE'S blog to see the pics.
LOLLLL.

♥ Sunday, May 14, 2006
10:52 PM

LOLS. Effing tired. x(

Anyway, yesterday i went out with Shitbee, Huiling, Baba, Yiyee, Bryan Yeo, Mike and Fred.
I met them after my ballet class.. Around 4+pm.
After eating lunch at Yoshinoya, we went off the East Coast Park!

Then, we missed our bus stop. -.-

When we got there, 1st thing we did was try to pond Shitbee.
Then while Mike was trying to pond her, he got wet first. LOLLLLLLLLLS.
Then, he managed to get her wet.
Ewww. Pollute the sea with shit.
Then after that Fred went suicidal and jumped in. :D
Haha, 2 wet retards and 1 piece of soaked shit.
Then, Mike and Fred chase Bryan Yeo until he jumped in himself! X)

I didnt bring ANY extra clothes.
So i changed, and i suicided.
I'd rather suicide then get ponded by those retards!!!!! XP
Huiling REFUSED to get wet cos she was going home already.
Baba and Yiyee couldnt get wet. :( NOT FAIR.
But then, while i was running into the sea..
I was running cos even though i offered to suicide, Bryan Yeo still wanted to pond me. AS*.
So i ran and cut my right foot against lots and lots of underwater rocks.
Bryan Yeo's toenail was cut OUT.
Damn sick lah.
My foot hurt like hell.
But i HECK CARE. WHEEEEEE

We played until quite late, 7+pm.
Then we went off to some hawker centre and ate.
Some retards ate sambal chilli stuff and couldnt take the spiciness.
LOLLLLLL.
I ate Hokkien Prawn Mee.
YUMMMS! (X

After that, we walked a LLLOOONNNGGG distance to rent bikes.
We started cycling around 9+ 10pm. :P
Baba and Shitbee had to go off. :(
We rented bikes for an hour and went off! WHEEEEEEE
Bryan one bike; Fred one bike; i one bike and Yiyee and Mike double bike.
Then, they all started to speedcycle. XP
Bryan was quick, Fred caught up, and Yiyee and Mike pedalled. <- DOUBLE STRENGTH!!
Then i couldnt catch up. I mean, I SUCK IN CYCLING! Bahhhhhh.
I cycled quicker and quicker, then i lost control of my bike.
Then i fell off. -.- How embarrassing.
I sustained so many injuries in one day. WTH.
My left knee had many abrasions and bruises.
They were superficial.
So, i just continued cycling! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

After returning the bikes,
We went to buy alcohol.
The uncle at the shop actually ALLOWED us to buy alcohol.
LOLLLLLLLS.
He asked us to keep it a secret and throw the bottles properly.
Yupp, we threw them around East Coast Park's. Floor.
Properly right?! (:

After that, we went to Mac and waited for Mike.
And then we bought McFlurry.
Me, Fred and Mike. (I think)
Then we threw it on the floor.
I better ok, i threw it into the bushes. ((((:
We walked a FREAKING LONG DIST to the FREAKIN UNDERPASS.
We got like, lost for damn long lah!!!!
Nehneh sia. All of us missed our curfews.
I even missed the last bus home. :(
In the end i called my mum to fetch me home from the bus stop.
The 4 of them left the other direction after catching bus 196.
I was aloonnnnneeee. Freaky.
Then i played the PWP Girls song.
And then not scared liao. WHEEEEEEEEE

Haha, besides the injuries, it was an enjoyable day.
A day where i got suanned the most. Nehneh.
Stupid Fred, Mike, Bryan and SHITBEE.
BAGEHROS.
FREAKS! LOL.

K B K B B B B B S B S B K N N B C B B

♥ Friday, May 12, 2006
12:01 AM

BOOO!
CHRIS IS OUT OF AMERICAN IDOL.
Im so sad that i even started to cry.
WHY?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:'( Im really really really sad.

Man, im so traumatized that i dont even wanna say what i did today.
): My heart's hurting like mad can.

(1) Watch alot of videos in school.
(2) End sch go TM with SHIT.
(3) Met 2 yalams on the bus.
(4) They teased us.
(5) They said we were idiots.
(6) I try to take pic of Shit, then one of them said, "Take pic of me lah!"
(7) I retorted, "No thank you, not handsome enough."
(8) LOL.
(9) Shitbee sucks.
(10) Go home, bathe, makeup.
(11) Go eat dinner at Neptune Theatre.
(12) Drank red wine.
(13) Very tired.
(14) Home.
(15) Very sad.
(16) Shall sleep.
(17) Go away.

♥ Wednesday, May 10, 2006
10:34 PM

A Static Lullaby - A Song For A Broken Heart

Take this for what it's worth
This song
My smile
Now take this for what it's worth
This song
My smile
Smile

I write to you from Hell my song
Leaving the foot against the gas
And the wall that must have said your name

Weaken me for nothing
You can say, "Stop this now"
Would a noose replace his lips?
Would a noose replace?

Can a song replace a broken heart?
Now can a song replace a broken love?
No
On the beach I remind myself that holding hands is so powerless
Tonight I don't even have the stars to hold on to
To hold on to

Paint
Paint this red
Paint this red
Yeah, paint this red
Paint
Paint this red
Paint this red
Paint this red

Her picture will remain unbroken
She cries, "Tonight, I fall in love"
I fall in love
Wipe each tear away with sand paper
Tonight I'm not alone
And I just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head

Can a song replace a broken heart?
Now can a song replace a broken love?
No
Now I pay the price to watch you fall within the place
Watch you fall
I'd watch you fall on the pain

On the beach I remind myself that holding hands is so powerless
Tonight I don't even have the stars to hold on to
To hold on to

Can a song replace a broken love?
Now can a song replace a broken heart?
No
No
No
No

i want you
i need you
cant you see through me?
please, let what he said be true.

8:27 PM

MYES are OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Doodoodoodoodoo... ...


Haha! After the exam vibe was over,
Me, phoebe, ber, val and eloo went out to Bedok Interchange... ...
And then phoebe's mum went PMS-y and asked her to go home.
And ber followed her.
Then left ME, VAL, AND ELOO.(:
After that, we went to Princess and paid $5 to get into the theatre.
Cant you believe it?!!
5 bucks on a wednesday!
And there were only 7 ppl in the cinema including us.


Well, M.I:III rocked!!!!!!
I mean, it was kinda boring in the starting.
But eventually the gadgets, action and explosions won me over. (:
Plus a really hot girl (Maggie Q). X)
Yay im turning lesbian! PPL WATCH OUT!!!!!!!!!
MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHHAAA.


After that, 3 of us tried to meet Bryan Yeo at LAN inside the pool place.
In the end, we got chased out cos we're wearing school uniform. -.-
Oh puhleeeese, the sign outside said, "NO SCHOOL UNIFORM ALLOWED."
We took off our badge, so it doesnt count as a sch uniform.
But the guy still wanted us out of there.
What a fucktard.


Later, we walked to the MRT station.
And Val almost got molested by this really old guy.
Like, OMG.
At first, we saw him touch the head of this small girl.
Then, he started to walk towards us.
Valerie was the nearest to him.
And he tried to grab her hand!!!!! 0.0
He was like shouting at her, "XIAO MEI! DAI WO QU KAN MRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Little girl, bring me to see the mrt!)"
Then, when she just looked at him, he tried to grab her hand.
Then he just continued to try and paw her, and managed to touch her hand one more time while shouting that he wanted her to bring him to "see" the MRT and that his head hurt, which was like so fucking fake.
(Eloo and Val are CDC one please!)
I mean, we were RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE FRIGGING MRT ENTRANCE.
He was obviously a MOLESTOR.
And a MAD one to add to that.


In the end, Val started to run towards me (I was in front at that time),
And he tried to get to Eloo.
Then they started to run away from him.
And he started shouting like mad, that he wanted THEM to bring him to the MRT station.
Then, in defence, i shouted back, "MRT JIU ZAI ZHE LI! NI ZI JI ZOU XIA QU LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! (The MRT is right her! Walk down yourself lah!)"


After escaping from the crazy molestor,
I taught Val how to protect herself,
Like kicking a guy's groin,
Or no groin (LOL) then use your knuckles and hit his weak spot.
Then Eloo say punch and gouge his eyes out.
(:
If i had chopsticks at that time i'd definitely try to poke his eyes out.
I mean, SO WHAT IF HE' CRAZY?!!!!!!
If im sued then i say self-defence lah!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im just trying to protect my friends what! XP
Stupid crazy old molestor.
Those living around Bedok, and AHS ppl who usually go there, if you notice this guy, dont go near him. If he approaches you RUN AWAY QUICKLY, ok?
Yeah, and Val's still traumatized.
Poor thing. ):


Then, we went to Suntec (Val bought choc)..
Then Marina Square (saw WLT and SJAB gang)..
Then PWP (super boring place).
Im bushed.
Yawn.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Im just gonna sleep in tonight.


Yeah yeah,
Good food tmr night! (:
Wedding dinner. :D

♥ Tuesday, May 09, 2006
8:02 PM

HIST


E MATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Woohoo!!!!!!
Cant believe exams are over so soon. (:


Guess what i got out of writing too much?
A sprained vein/nerve or somethin.
Actually not from writing lah,
My piano teacher just said i sprained it. XP


Nehneh. That sucks.
And oh yeah!
I HAVENT STARTED PRACTISING E MATH YET!
AAAAAHHHHHHHH.
Die.

♥ Monday, May 08, 2006
9:26 PM

((:
Super dirty conversation.


Clean-minded ppl can just,
leave right now.



Me and X went out... ...
X (amongst ourselves): Ehh! Boy! Young boy! What are you doing with a trishaw?
Me (puzzled): ??
X: Come come! I wanna ride your trishaw!
Me: LOLLLLLLLLLLL. IT SOUNDS DAMN WRONG!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA YOU WANNA RIDE HIS "TRISHAW"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
X: WHAT? You and your dirty mind!
Me: IT JUST SOUNDS DAMN WRONG!!!!!!!!! (LOLLLLLLLLLL)


Another conversation... ...
X and I were just talking abt condoms. Seriously.


Me: You know the condoms have chocolate flavour one right? The most common one is strawberry.
X: EEE! I dont like!!!!
Me: 0.0 You dont like strawberry flavoured CONDOMS? Means you've tried it and you dont like it?!!!!!!!!!!!!! 0.0
X: -silence- NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


X)
I have no idea what happened.
I just went craziily dirty-minded.
X))))))))))))))

7:09 PM

CHEM


BIO



HIST


E MATH

♥ Sunday, May 07, 2006
12:09 AM

Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head.Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people.


1. char
2. shitbee
3. bryanyeo
4. hengxin
5. bryantoh
6. bryanlee
7. socks
8. freakerick
9. mike
10. wonglt
11. clarice
12. jinxiao
13. rongxuan
14. yongping
15. joelgoh
16. joellock
17. huiling
18. tabby
19. crystalwong
20. minghui


1. How did you meet 14?
yongping: in 3E. Haha he fears me. (:


2. What would you do if you never met 1?
charmaine: dunno leh. i wont know her then.


3. What would you do if 9 and 20 dated?
mike and minghui: LOLLLL. I'd collapse at minghui's feet and ask her, "WHY??!!!!"


4. Did you ever like 19?
crystalwong: NONONONONO i dont like her. -.-ll


5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
bryanlee and huiling: both tan tan one. maybe? ^.^


6. Describe 3.
bryanyeo: gay, tanned, thinks he's fat. like WTH.


7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
frederick: ... Waaahh tonight have a lot of stars! (:


8. Tell me something about 7.
socks: she sits next to me, very chio, very hyper, hahahaha siao one. (X


9. Do you know anything about 12's family?
jinxiao: errmmm. he's from china. or taiwan. hmm, i have no idea. HE LIVES IN THE HOSTEL!!


10. What is 8's favourite?
freakerick: ermmm. talking abt my boobs. -.-


11. What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
tabby: I like you too then! (:


12. What language does 15 speak?
joelgoh: eng. chi. vulgar (hokkien etc). yupps. X)


13. Who is 9 going out with?
mike: oh yah right i should know.


14. How old is 16 now?
joellock: 15? or near 15. 14 --> 15.


15.When's the last time you talked to 13?
rongxuan: i think is on wed. on thurs. i cant rmb. >.<


16. What is 2's favourite band/singer?
shitbee: no idea. she doesnt really talk abt music.


17. Would you ever date 4?
hengxin: no. im too good for her. =X *tosses hair*


18.Would you ever date 7?
socks: no. she's too good for me. =X *weeps*


19. is 15 single?
joelgoh: i have no freakin' idea.


20. what is 10's last name?
wonglt: ting. ...


21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
clarice: OMG SHE'S SO CHIO AND BEAUTIFUL AND I'D BE INFERIOR IF I STAND NEXT TO HER SO.. NO.


22. What school does 3 go to?
bryanyeo: ermmm. ASS; Anglican Secondary School. XP


23. What's your favourite thing about 5?
bryantoh: he's a nice guy. very nice to NIPPLIZE!!!!!! X)


24. Have you ever seen number 3 naked?
bryanyeo: NO. And never want to.

♥ Friday, May 05, 2006
10:30 PM

E LIT


BIO.
CHEM.
HIST.
E MATH.

♥ Thursday, May 04, 2006
8:22 PM

ADD. MATH
SOCIAL STUDIES




E. LIT. (:
CHEM.
BIO.
HIST.
E. MATH.

♥ Tuesday, May 02, 2006
8:41 PM

I brought my new phone to school today.
And i was SSSOOOOO scared i would drop it on the floor or someone would pickpocket me.
It's paranoia i guess.
But it's just so scary! >.<
Even on my way home, i checked my bag around 5 times every time i went on the bus.
PARANOIAAAAAA.
Im so afraid i'll check and then suddenly the phone is missing.
0.0
My worse nightmare.


School was kinda boring today.
Nothing interesting happened. ):
I kept doing my own things during math without listening to Mr Nizam talk.
Then i realised that this week is his last week in AHS.
He gave us chocolates and oreo,
After all the APness i showed him. X)


After that it was Lit.
Then i kinda found out i knew nothing abt the text and i PANICKED.
Argh, im still panicking.
Im thinking of rereading Macbeth till Act II,
But thinking abt it, there's NO FREAKING TIME.
So oh wells, have to depend on my notes. (:


After that, it was Chem.
And me and Tabby had to go to the NE interview.
It was kinda waste time,
And i really wanted to do well for my Chem MYE.
Ms Hafizah went through MOLS (omg) and some LAST YEAR MYE PAPE (omfg).
She somemore say this yr paper will be around the same as last years.
And then i just had to go for the NE interview (which was a total waste of time)


During the NE interview,
There were so many awkward silences.
I didnt know what to say,
And i only opened my mouth at the end of the interview.
So many ppl didnt attend it,
And i really wish i was one of those who didnt attend it too. ):


And after that it was Chinese.
Self-study.
I did math again.
Ye Lao Shi can actually teach Math in Chinese.
WWOOOOWWWW.


Next period was Math.
And by that time was brain was totally drained.
I couldnt do alot of sums.
My brain just went BLANK.
And it kinda just auto shut down.


Last period: Bio.
I must say, it was kinda distracting.
I didnt bring my notes, so i had no choice but to share notes with another person.
I realise that sitting will another person always distracts me. X(
I think next term i wanna sit in single files.
Cos i mean, i wanna do well this yr.
Hmm, shall see.
But that means i wont be sitting next to SOCKS anymore.
):


I wanna revise.
But i dont know what to revise. -.-ll


NALINA GOH, PLEASE, TRY TO DO WELL.
IT'S NOT FOR ANYONE BUT FOR YOURSELF.
AFTER EXAM THEN PLAY, ALRIGHT?!!!
OK, NOW GO STUDY!

♥ Monday, May 01, 2006
10:42 PM

Tmr must go back school.
Haiii.
I have no idea what the teachers are gonna do.
Maths Chem SEL Maths.
Only 4 periods tmr.
Like WTF.
Dont feel like going school.
Cos like, no purpose whatsoever?
But cannot ah, already surrendered one parents letter this term. ):
Stupid rule. XP


Got nothing much to write really.
(1) Mahjong rocks.
(2) My chinese oral 2 days ago sucked.
(3) The f**kin' bluetooth software im supposed to install on my PC is driving me NUTTTS.
(4) Im gonna bluetooth "The Kaopei Rap" into my phone tmr.
(5) My new Samsung D510 rocks. (:


Haii.
My $6 bike has spoilt.
That's what you get for queueing up and buying something cheap. ):


Oh yeah, i've also been reading Size 12 Is Not Fat by Meg Cabot.
It's a good read. But sometimes it diverts all over the place. X.X
When Beng saw me reading it, he was like, "Oh, is that a SELF-HELP BOOK?"
Me, "Ermmmm. No, i guess."
LOLLLLLLL.
It's a book abt this ex-superstar who is now a size 12 (large).
Then blah blah blah.. blah blah blah.
Read the book lah.
Oh! And Dan Brown says next year there's gonna be a sequel to THE DA VINCI CODE titled: THE SOLOMON KEY. ((((X
(((((((X Cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha. I've become a nerd.
Great.
Right when exams are around the corner.
I think i know why!
Cos right, when my mum goes,
"Girl! You study already?"
"Wait lah mummy, i reading book."


Hehe, it kinda shows her im working hard at reading a book which is educational which in turn, helps me with my studies, which is English.
But my English paper over liao. (X


Haha, lame lah me. ((X
Bahh. I've got nothing to do anyway.
Alright, dry hair and sleep!
Big and TIRING day ahead of me!
*rolls eyes*