NALINA; every beat of my heart

♥ Wednesday, March 29, 2006

11:15 PM

Hehehh.
Im bored at 11.15pm. (:
Bedtime's in 15 min.
But i just decided to do a quiz kinda thing to lengthen my slping time. (X
And besides, my glamourous hair needs all the natural drying it can get without the hairdryer.

Bolded ones are those that apply to yourself:

i don't watch tv these days.

i own lots of books.

i wear glasses or contact lenses.

i love to play video games.

i've tried marijuana.

i have been in a threesome.

i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

i believe honesty is usually the best policy.

i curse sometimes. (sometimes. righttt..)

i have changed mentally a lot over the last year.

i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

i'm TOTALLY smart.

i've broken someone's bones.

i'm paranoid sometimes.

i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free. (::)

i need money right now. (kaching!)

i love sushi.

i talk really, really fast.

i have long hair.

i have lost money in Las Vegas.

i have at least one sibling.

i have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

i couldn't survive without caller id.

i am usually pessimistic.

i have a lot of mood swings.

i have a hidden talent.

i'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.

i have a lot of friends.

i am currently single.

i have pecked someone of the same sex.

i enjoy talking on the phone. (depends!)

i practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

i love to shop.

i enjoy window shopping.

i would rather shop than eat. (SUBJECTIVE)

i don't hate anyone. i dislike them.

i'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

i have a cell phone.

i watch mtv on a daily basis.

i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

i've rejected someone before.

i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.

i want to have children in the future.

i have changed a diaper before.

i've called the cops on a friend before.

i'm not allergic to anything.

i have a lot to learn.

i have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

i am shy around the opposite sex. (once again, SUBJECTIVE!)

i have tried alcohol before.

i have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (and im not exactly proud of it)

i own the "South Park" movie. South Park rocks! WOOTS!

i would die for my best friends.

i think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

i have used my sexuality to advance my career.

i love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (cant wait for HALLO 'o6!)

i watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. (dont hate me cos i like it)

i have dated a close friend's ex.

i am happy at this moment!

i'm obsessed with guys.

i am punk rockish.

i am preppy.

i study for tests most of the time. (yeah man! (: )

i tie my shoelaces differently from anyone else i've ever met.

i can work on a car.

i love my job.

i am comfortable with who i am right now.

i have more than just my ears pierced.

i walk barefoot whenever i can.

i have jumped off a bridge.

i love sea turtles.

i spend ridiculous money on makeup.

i plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

i'm proficient in a musical instrument.

i worked at McDonald's restaurant.

i hate office jobs.

i love sci-fi movies.

i think water rules.

i went college out of state.

i like sausages.

i love kisses.

i fall for the worst people.

i adore bright colours.

i can't live without black eyeliner.

i don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.

i usually like covers better than originals.

i can pick things up with my toes.

i can't whistle.

i can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.

i have ridden/owned a horse.

i still have every journal i've ever written in.

i can't stick to a diet.

i talk in my sleep.

i try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

i have jazz in my blood.

i wear a toe ring.

i have a tattoo.

i can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.

i am a tea junkie.

i cosplay or know what cosplaying is.

i have been to over 15 conventions.

i will collect anything, the more nonsensical, the better.

i'm an artist.

i only clean my room when necessary. (NEVER!)

i like a person of the same sex.

i love being happy. (even though im not)

Haha. Finished it.. In 12 min.
Shit man, have 4 min till bedtime.

X(
Chem prac tmr. HAIIIIIII.

To Timo:
Hey dude, cheer up k? Dont care abt those who make your life miserable and unhappy. And sometimes, other people need their personal space and if they have problems, always remember that it is NOT your responsibility to reconcile them. Their problems are not yours and if they anyhow include you in, wait till things simmer down, and you can maybe talk it over with them. Tell them that you care for them, and that you dont want anything to happen.
Hint hint: You can always set up another blog. -.^
Good luck and see ya in sch!

♥

5:23 PM

Oh shit. I forgot.
There's CHEM SPA tmr.

X'( X'( X'( X'( X'( X'( X'( X'( X'( X'( X'( X'( X'( X'(

i just gotta put on a happy face,
no matter how much it pisses me off inside.
friends dont mean anything to me,
nothing does.

the blow you dealt me hurt,
it really hurt me alot.
but, i've learnt the way to heal,
it's helping,
but i just cant forget you,
yet.

♥

4:25 PM

OMG. I survived through Bio SPA.
Hallelujah.

I didnt decompose due to ape germs. X)
YIPPEE!!!!

♥ Tuesday, March 28, 2006

10:12 PM

Today was a seriously shitty day.

Joel, Timo and Mike got accused of cheating during Bio test.
3C had some nice comments abt Nizam (WHICH IS FUCKING UNTRUE)
Apewoman kept glaring at me (EWWW)

And tmr im gonna die.

It's Bio SPA tmr.
And guess what?
Im sitting next to an ape full of germs which decompose you.

Grrrrr.
Joween stop prodding my boobs! (LOLLL go and die.)
Jie stop touching my tits! (HAHAHAHAHAHA go and die.)

Is it that "touchable"?
HMMMMMMMMMMMMM.... .......

i will not be responsible for any contamination of innocent-minded people.
Becos this is my blog, and it is full of prim and proper words. (:

♥ Sunday, March 26, 2006

7:15 PM

I LOVE 3C!!
Andweloveapes. LOLL.

I cant believe our whole class would actually gang up against her.
Except for some kind, good-souled samaritans (not me).(:

I find that our class is indeed very bonded (compared to 2F'o5),
Like, we study together, we make jokes together, we laugh together, we slack together. x)
The best thing is, we have a wide range of crazy people. (((X

Gay fag (mike), china fag (ling yi), slyball-less (sylvester), shemale (that's me!), ape (LOL), cockroach (zhenghan), retard (phoebe), genius (kaikai), super geniuses (CHRISTOPHER! L1R5 42 LOL), eggs (the neng family LOL), lamers (most of us), slackers (ALL of us)!

Haha, that makes up quite alot of people!
3C is a slacker family!
(((:

♥ Saturday, March 25, 2006

11:24 PM

Some pics from Sec 3 Bonding Camp: (taken from 3C class blog):

Hey guys, meet Patrick the Starfish. He lives in a rock under the sea.

Q-Mo and Starfish! Starfish acting cute! YUCK!

((((X Patrick has F-cup sized boobs now. *wolf whistle*

Q-Mo aka Ridhwan is q-moed. SOMEONE tied 2 ponytails on him! (X

Haii.
Memories.

Cant believe 2 weeks have passed since the camp.
There's no way of us communicating with the instructors.
No hp numbers, no friendster, no email, nothing.
Some shitty policy crap.

We have so little pictures from this camp.
Which is DAMN FREAKING sad.
3H has an uncountable amount of photos,
And 3C has..
4. Oh wow.

Man, im so depressed now.
Apparently, im gonna sit next to AN APE during Bio and Chem labs.
Luckily im gonna skip one this yr cos ballet exam falls on chem prac.
PFFFFT. I have to sit next to HER/IT for 2 years!!!!!!

OMG THE FREAKING AGONY!

I wanna just skip SPA from now on.
That fugly piece of gorilla shit.
Makes my life all the worser.

♥ Friday, March 24, 2006

9:04 PM

Wahaha!
School was hilariously chaotic today(:

First, Mr Nizam (our math teacher) was so exasperated by us!
He was on the verge of bursting and we treated it like a joke.
To me, i felt it was a tad bit too much,
But it was fun, nevertheless.

Secondly, we made Ms Koh angry.
We were making alot of noise after Math lesson (which was immediately before Lit),
And it took a long time for us to settle down.
And then, when a gorilla hit her head against the metal box thingie,
IT WAS UBER HILARIOUS!
I swear i wanted to burst out laughing like mad!!!!

It was like..
"... ... *POM!!!!*"
"WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Ok, that doesnt even count for how funny it was.
But anyway, after that, Ms Koh got real mad,
And she started scolding us.

And then, once class started,
Joel kept yawning and yawning and yawning.
And it just burst Ms Koh's bubble.
She started spewing saliva at us and she actually broke the tip of a wooden stick off by knocking it on the table repeatedly.

So, was school fun today?
YEAHHHH!!!!!(:

PTC was just, boring.
My average was 69.5%,
And i got 3RD in class.
(((((:
That's such a major breakthrough.

Teachers said i was nice, likeable, attentive, alot of potential blah blah blah yada.
Bunch-o-crap. So stoopat.
I think they were lying, but OH WELL!
Thank you Ms Sng and Ms Koh!

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHE.(:
Im so hyper happy today!
:)))

♥ Thursday, March 23, 2006

5:55 PM

Im just tired.
Really tired.
Really tired of living in this world where i cant be myself.
And i who i really wanna be.
Always having to adjust to what people want me to be.

I always wanna just keep to myself.
I dont really like to talk..
But people dont know that do they?
I wanna be in a clique.
Just somewhere where i belong.

Forget it.
I just wanna go home every day.
Home is somewhere i can find refuge in.

Please, if you're my friend,
Dont copy and paste the tiny words.
Or try to read them.
I just wanna get them off my chest.

Oh 3C guys,
STOP CALLING ME A SHE-MALE!
(Even though i've kinda gotten used to it)
I aint got a penis. xP

♥ Wednesday, March 22, 2006

9:31 PM

Nocturnal Amorous Lover Incomparably Needing Affection

Hey hey hey!
SEXEH SEXEH NAME DECODER!(:

Today's E Lit presentation,
I was the EVILLLLL WITCH.
With the aid of makeup, a mole, spells, a cauldron, a broom, rags, music and stuff..
I TOTALLY LOOKED FREAKY!(:

Binghao saw me!
Like, omg.
It was uberly unglam. PFFFFT.
If only i had pictures to prove it! ^.^
So fun!
But, my eyeshadow colours got kinda spoilt.
Cos of the mad rush for makeup, we just mixed all the colours together,
And now i have to blow all the loose powder away.
The bright green colour (a hot fave, always used when i bring my eyeshadow) just disintegrated and i am devestated.
Aaaah well, cheap eyeshadow from Bangkok, what do you expect?
((:

Gahhh. Im damn tired.
But i cant help feeling guilty not helping my lit grp with the writeup of the equivocal lines.):
Haiiiii. Stupid Wednesdays.
I didnt help them with the costume and props either.
Haiiiii. Stupid Tuesdays.
Hopefully, when everything's over,
I can be the free girl i wanna be.(:

Oh, and one last thing.
I hate it when ppl cant keep to what they actually had in mind,
For example: FASTING for church.
I dont see the point.
And i dont it being healthy for you.
Unless your definition of healthy means having your stomach walls digested by gastric juices.
(IM A BIO STUDENT!(: )
I always thought fasting was for Muslims,
Apparently, Christians do it too.
And if you cant take it, then dont do it.
When you get gastric, dont complain that it hurts cos that's what you wanted in the first place.
When i made up my mind not to eat, no matter how much it hurts, I STILL DONT EAT.
So, if you were actually sincere abt doing it, then you should have perservered.

And you still wonder why i was pissed.

♥ Tuesday, March 21, 2006

8:10 PM

Im watching this 8pm show on Channel 8 now,
It looks pretty promising.
Dawn Yeoh is on the show, and so is Joanne Peh.
Pretty pretty girls.(:

But, im disapppointed with the choice of lead actor.
Who's that weird guy?
He's emotionless and so stone-like.
Pffffft. Actors these days.
He's not even drool-worthy.
Oh, and im sad now.
Cos she just cheated on him LOL.

Ok, i guess im just bored.
Shit man, i realised that the newly rebooted com is useless.
Alot of stuff is gone, and im S.A.D.
PFFFFFFFT.
So anyway, BIO ROCKS.
And HISTORY ROCKS,
And so does LIT.

BREAKING NEWS:
MS LILY KOH WILL NO LONGER BE 3C'S FORM TEACHER.
MS LILY KOH SHALL RESUME TAKING THE ENTIRE SEC 3 LEVEL FOR ELIT, INCLUDING 3A.
MS MERLYN SNG SHALL BE TAKING 3C AS THEIR FORM TEACHER.
MS MERLYN SNG...
MS MERLYN SNG... ...
MS MERLYN SNG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yippee.
3C is SSSSOOOO freakin' dead.
Ms Sng is a... PFFFFFFFFFT.
We hate her.
And the worse thing is:
THE CLASS TEE HAS MS KOH'S NAME ON IT!
So now, it's not really considered our class tee!):

So guys, MAKE A NEW CLASS TEE HEEHEE!!
^_^

♥ Monday, March 20, 2006

9:17 PM

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY BLOG

♥ Sunday, March 19, 2006

2:36 AM

WOOT!

I WON $1 FROM MAHJONG-ING WITH MY MUM, SIS AND BENG!
Hehe. My mum won $8, Beng won $3+ i think and my sis was the BIGGEST LOSER!
^_^
It's 2.36am now, and we just came back from eating roti prata.
Guess who has to treat us?
THE BIGGEST WINNER -> MUMMY!(:

So, not standing on ceremony,
We ordered..
1) 2 plasters, 1 double egg prata, 1 kosong prata, 1 cheese prata and 1 single egg prata.
2) 2 milos, 1 ice lemon tea, 1 teh, 1 teh peng.
3) 1 kambing soup.
4) 1 beehoon mee goreng.
FOR 5 PPL.

To some ppl it's not alot,
But to me it's like, WAH.
And the total amt of money she paid: $18.70.
Total amt of money she won: $7.90.
Simple math.

SHE LOST $10.80!!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH LOSER! X)

Haha, kena ka until pants drop down.
But, i've been eating and eating and eating so much during this holiday.
URGH CRAP.
I ate supper for 3 nights straight.
During camp i lost 2kg,
I think i put at least 5kg back on.

*slaps head*
PFFFFFFFFFFTTTTT.

Oh, and have you guys seen the "Zap Zap" advertisement?
If you havent, let me sing it out for you. (:

The ZAP ZAP Song

Zap zap tummy,
Zap zap tummy,
Zap zap tummy,
Zap zap tummy.
I zap you zap!

Zap zap butt,
Zap zap butt,
Zap zap butt,
Zap zap butt,
I zap you zap!

Zap zap thighs,
Zap zap thighs,
Zap zap thighs,
Zap zap thighs,
I ZAP YOU ZAP!

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

♥ Friday, March 17, 2006

10:50 PM

PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFTTTTTT.
I HATE BLOGSPOT.

FIRST THEY LOCK MY BLOG (SPAM BLOG)..
NOW IT'S JUST FORBIDDEN.
PPPPPPPFFFFFFFFFFFFFTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

Nevermind.
Think happy thoughts.

OREO CHOCOLATE PAO PAO CHA! ^_^

FAT. X.X

♥ Thursday, March 16, 2006

10:18 PM

just for nothing...

a song written just for me. (i am uberly touched(:)
THE BANANA SONG
Peeping through the window, what do people see?
If you want to jia kim chior (eat banana) do the proper way!
Meet me tonight by... THE MOONLIGHT!
Meet me tonight all... ALONE!
I've got something to... SHOW YOU!
Something that's YELLOW AND LONG!
1 banana, 2 banana, 3 banana, 4! *HEY!*
5 banana, 6 banana, many many more! *HEY!* x2
Many many more! x3
MANY... MANY... MOREEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know it's for me,
I just know it.

We learnt alot more cheers at camp,
But im too lazy to elaborate. xP
Just toooooo many things that happened.
But anyway, to 3C:
Im trying to get Instructor Ridhwan and Patrick's numbers k?
My sis' friends work for the company of the camp and they know Q-MO..
So if can i get their numbers and we shall spam them. (:
MUUUUUUUHAHA. XD

OUT OF POINT...
pls allow me to rant. PLEASSSEEEE.
Being the bored girl that i already am,
I just decided to find out my avg.
If im not wrong it's all the subjs add together divided by 8 right?
If that's accurate,
Then i got..
69.51..% FOR MY FREAKING AVERAGE!
I just want a 70% for my average is that so hard?!!!!!!
70%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
70%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok ranting's over.
BYEBYE! (:

XOXO,
NALINA

♥

9:36 PM

Heyy guys! Im back to blog again!
See, i redid the thing again cos i left out ZOE..
I was bored lah, so i just did it out of boredom lol.
Haii, it's so boring at home.
I die also dun wan do hmk. Pffffft.
So sian. xP

I went for dance practice this morning.
And i realised that i am SSOOO NUA.
NUA = Weak, feeble, the feeling when you just ate cough medicine and u feel as though your limbs are useless and just.. aaaaaaaaa....
Yupp, the feeling of NUANESS. (:
Then, dance dance dance.
That's it.

Ooh! We got our DANCE TEE.
It's GREEN!!! PFFFFFFFTTTTTTTT.
I HATE GREEEEEEEN.
But ahhh well, the seniors put in alot of work for the tee,
So, must thank them for their effort!
Xiexienimenneh!

Anyway, with regards to AMERICAN IDOL,
I cant believe that Ace and Lisa were in the bottom 3!
Luckily Melissa got out.. -sigh of relief-
I wanted Bucky or the Chicken Little guy to get eliminated.
C.L SARKS. (the singer, not the cartoon)
PFFFFFFT.

Lol. Alot of PFFFFT-y things today horh.
(:
Nights people.
There's
lotsofBANANAlove
to go around.

XOXO
Nalina(:

♥ Wednesday, March 15, 2006

6:46 PM

NEEHEEHEE gonna post abt BONDAGE CAMP!
I swear, it was damn freakin' fun!

Forget abt the complaints,
Forget abt the irritatednessness,
Just rmb ALL the fun times we actually had!

THBT THE BONDING CAMP WAS FUN
Without any arguments,
The winner is OBVIOUSLY the PROP. (:
Why? Cos the positive things outweigh the negative things.
LOLLL.
I <3 3C!
- click on "3C" to go to the 3C to see the cheers and stuff! -

I actually have SO many things to say that i dont know where to start.
I just hope the pics come to me soon.
I really want them! (:
COLLAGE COLLAGE COLLAGE!

Meanwhile, here is the list of ppl in 3C.

Simply 3C.
Simple class; not-so-simple students.
I <3 3Cheeky!

♥

12:43 PM

Hey guys! My old blog got locked up by blogspot cos it was a spam blog.
How it was, i have no idea.
So, to continue blogging to let off steam,
I CREATED A NEW ONE! Im so joyful! (: