♥
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
O.O
There's a pregnant
9-year-old girl in Singapore.
OMGOOSSSHHH......
This is getting freaky.
SHE HAD SEX IN
PRIMARY THREE ZOMMMMGGGG
What the hell!
Singapore is getting weirder and weirder.
So morally wrong. ):
I GOT 3 ULCERS IN ONE GROUP IN MY MOUTH!
AND A SEPARATE 4TH ONE. ))):
SUCKY SUCKY.
♥
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Recently i stumbled upon this site
http://www.aninote.com yes i know im lag FT sucker!The most famous one is themightyone.
Click here to view:
http://nalina.youaremighty.com :DD
But, my personal favourite is this:
http://nalina.justgotowned.com((:
And! This is my 2nd fave! :DD
http://nalina.doyouhaveepilepsy.comSuper fun.
to kachiao your friends. (:ENJOY! Going to NUS UCC on Tuesday. ._.
HAVE TO REACH SCH AT
6am OMFreakinGosh.
Gonna be at UCC until around 10am before heading back to sch.
Which will take us one hour..
Which means that we'll be back in sch at 11+am!
WOOTS! :DD
But, i'll be missing CHEMLAB and CHINESE TEST.
Which also means that i'll have to stay back on other days to finish them. ._.
Woohoo. Dammit.
SS test tmr.
STUDY ! STUDY ! STUDY !
♥
When you love a woman,You tell her that she's the one ~Gosh.
Im never gonna touch alcohol till i get over this. x(
I went to my auntie's house and drank some Corona and Bacardi.
I drank until one third of the bottle was left.
After that, we had to Lo Hei already, so i downed the remainder.
Guess what happened.
While having steamboat, i suddenly felt woozy. ._.
Went to the toilet, and sat down there.
I freakin' couldnt breathe lah. LOL.
Felt damn hot, then after that, felt damn cold.
Then okay liao.
My sis said it was cos i drank too little that's why havent reach the "high" stage yet.
Why i felt like that was cos i was just a little away from getting high.
._. Should have drank more.
Hhahha! xDD
Anyway, this was a super bad experience.
Im gonna ward off alcohol till next month! :DD
ABSTAIN.. ABSTAIN..
♥
Saturday, February 24, 2007
For those who saw the tags on my tagboard last night..
It was just someone who got high on Barcardi. x))
Hahhaa.. Just ignore whatever he said. :DD
Hady Mirza - You Give Me WingsSometimes it’s hard just to be yourself
I know you know
So close to tears wanting to give up
I felt all alone
But now you’re here right by my side
And I just want you to know
You give me wings when I’m falling
You lift me up when I’m down
Taking me high touching the sky
Yeah you make me fly...
Now I am stronger than I was before
Because of you
I feel so alive and I’m wanting more
I can’t believe it's true
And now you're here, right by my side
Don’t ever let me go
You give me wings when I’m falling
You lift me up when I’m down
Taking me high, touching the sky
Yeah you make me fly...
Ooo baby, woah woah
Come fly away with me
You give me wings when I’m falling
That’s why I’m saying to you... ...
You give me wings when I’m falling (when I'm falling)
You lift me up when I’m down (when I'm down)
Taking me high (taking me high)
Touching the sky (touching the sky)
Yeah you make me (you make me)
Fly... ...
You give me wings when I'm falling
You lift me up when I'm down
Taking me high
Touching the sky
Yeah you make me
You make me fly
Oh.
What you see, may not be true.
Stop coming up with your own conclusions to bring me down.
I've gotta come up with my own
TO-KILL LIST like Weisheng.
And of course, most of you know who is first on my list. (:
Maybe it'll make me feel better.
♥
Friday, February 23, 2007
Watched
DREAMGIRLS! today. (:
Jennifer Hudson totally rocks. :DD
She owns Beyonce.
Hhahaha!
Watching American Idol now.
I think Lakisha Jones' gonna win.
Definitely. :D
♥
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
explain again to me~CNY celebration today.
It was... ... well-planned. (X
Anyway, i forgot to blog abt Chiang Rai outing!
*smacks head*
First we went to Mr Yeow's house to bai nian! :D
We went there and watched the Chiang Rai video which was
ONE HOUR LONG.
We skipped alot of parts. Hhaha.
At his house, we watched alot of Old School Bball.
LOLLL. Their sexy underwear. Glenn notices their sexy underwear.
And i said something wrong. GOSH.
someone: omgosh look at their thighs!me: i only notice the ball (REFERRING TO BASKETBALL), not the thighs.*everyone stun O.O*me: ... ?? (realization sinks in) NOOO!!!!!!!!!!! AHHH I WAS REFERRING TO THE BASKETBALL!!!!!!!._. sick ppl.
Afterwards, Mr and Mrs Yeow cooked Roti Prata and Chicken Curry for us!
NICENICE! :D:D
We left Mr Yeow's house at 12.45 and chionged to catch Ghost Rider/Epic Movie.
We didnt actually decide on the movie until we reached there.
But oh well. In the end we all watched Epic Movie cos i've already watched Ghost Rider.
LOL.
IT WAS SO FREAKIN' GAY!!!!!!The White Bitch. HAHHHAHALater we went off to ECP.
Missed the bus stop.
At first i was correct one lorh!
Then Minghui pressed the bell like 3 times..
The guys keep saying it's wrong when it was right. ._.
We took the bus ALL THE WAY to Parkway Parade.
Oh gosh.
We went to ECP, and there were ALOT of ppl there.
Rented bikes, and cycled for two hours.
Was really tired cos was wearing jeans. xP
At this waterbreaker Glenn tripped over a rock and a quarter of his toenail came off.
It was sick. But not as sick as what i've seen before. xDD
Hahahhaa. Get well soon
ISAAC!!
After that went back to Parkway.
I bought bubble tea, and went home cos i was really tired.
Hahahaha.. I slept at 8.30pm leh!
LOL. Woke up and slept early again.
These few days been sleeping really late cos of Mahjong. *rolls eyes*
Tired tired.
Was gay in school during CNY celebration.
Goh Han, ISAAC, Bangalah, Char..
ALL SPAS. x)
Orange-giving was gay.
Teacher *cough* was being gay.
EVERYONE WAS GAY!! :D
After CNY celebration (school ended at 11.30am),
Char and I went to Bedok Interchange.
Tried to catch Dreamgirls.
Dont have.
Went to Century Square.
Dont have.
Went to TM.
Dont have.
Went to Cathay.
Dont have.
Went to Plaza Sing.
Dont have.
!(*&$%&^(*&^##$)%
FIVE CINEMAS ONE ALSO DONT HAVE!
Kenasaiiiiiiii... ... ... ...
Then in the end come my house play mahjong.
LOL!
So fun.
I kena pwned. xDD
Hhahaha.
Gtg study chem liao!
CIAOS! :D:D
♥
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Im feeling so #(!*%^+&#@ now.
All i wanna do is down a few cans or bottles down.
Been doing that for the past few days anyway.
I dunno what's wrong with me.
But i guess, the problem doesnt lie with me.
♥
Monday, February 19, 2007
ANGBAOS ANGBAOS! :DDI realised this year that i have 2
SUPER RICH relatives.
If u think my house is big,
Both their houses are 4 times bigger than mine.
O.O
Im amazed.
They were just humongous.
ANYWAY!
CHIANG RAI OUTING TMR!!!! (((:
Me: Tues i not free.Dad: Why?Me: Oh. Cos i meeting the Chiang Rai ppl go out.Dad: WAH! They coming over from Chiang Rai?!?!Me: ... ...
♥
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Aiyah. I dont like going to temples. *rolls eyes*
Changed to this bimbotic template.
Hahhaha! xD
Okayy.. Off to reunion dinner!
CIAOS PPL! :D
♥
Friday, February 16, 2007
If u wanna tell me, just do so.First of all - BRYAN YEO. I DO NOT AGREE WITH YOUR THEORY
Second - Im feeling really tired and troubled.
Third - BRING ON THE ANGBAOS! (:
I wanna just lie on my bed and fall aslp.
But there's just too little time uh. ):
Have to study and do hmk during CNY.
WTH. It so sucks.
After CNY have so many tests.
I miss the days when i was so carefree and could just lie at home and watch TV.
Right now, i just pray for energy, support and encouragement from those around me and for those around me.
IT'S TIRING BEING A SEC 4.
IT'S WORSE WITH PPL JUDGING YOU.
I JUST WANNA STRANGLE ALL THOSE WHO PISS ME OFF.
Esp those few irritating ppl who i cant wait to
escape from.
Urgh!!!!!!!!!!!! X.X
And, right now my family aint helping either.
I dont know whether im supposed to be burdened by all these problems.
My brother and sister dont know abt alot of things because they're always not home.
Because of that, my mum tells me all the problems we're facing.
And because she's frustrated, she vents it all on me and i cant take it.
Maybe i should just
NOT GO HOME.I know that the amount of panadol i take on a daily basis isnt healthy.
But it's the only way of destressing and i feel so much better after taking 2 pills.
Hopefully my mum wont confiscate them.
Otherwise i think im just gonna die.
Oh gosh my thoughts are so disorientated now.
My mind's in a mess. So dont mind my ranting.
♥
Thursday, February 15, 2007
They're coming back to
haunt me.
EVERY. SINGLE. THING.A video of my brother and his gf dancing during the Salsa Congress.
Hahaha. (:
SALSA ON!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZlxu9o3olY
♥
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
HAPPY V'DAY EVERYONE! ((:Hahhaa. Celebrated V'DAY in school with classmates!
Then after that i celebrated with the dance ppl! (:
After that! I went to watch
GHOST RIDER!OMGOSH IT'S LIKE A COOL SHOW! :D:D:D:D:D
Nicolas Cage like just rocks lah.
Hahhaa. And Eva Mendes has a big rack. xDDD
The
FIRE was hot too! (:
The movie was supposed to open on the 15th!
But tyco tyco, OPEN AT PRINCESS TODAY! :D
Hahhaha.. Just reached home.
Quite tired. But happy. (:
Gotta study for E Math now!
WAHHOOO! :D
♥
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Today was exciting! (for me) LOL.
First of all, my test tube exploded during CHEM LAB.
Hahahha! xDD
I was heating black solid M over a strong flame, with a delivery tube channelled to limewater.
Then i turned the flame to a blue-flame, and then suddenly BOOM!
My test tube exploded!
The black solid dropped into the flame and it turned
GREEN.
Therefore, i deduce that the black solid has something to do with copper. x))
When the test tube exploded, obviously i was in momentary shock.
But SOMEONE (cough) was just
looking at the flame, not bothering to help in any way.
She didnt even bother to switch the flame off.
Later she asked me, "Did you see the flame?"
*rolls eyes*
I was more occupied with whether anyone got hurt, I didnt notice the green flame at all.
She was so pre-occupied with just staring at the flame.
Gahh.
But luckily noone got hurt. (:
Anyway! Gotta work on argumentative essay and compre!
ENGLISH ENGLISH! ((:
HAPPY V'DAY EVERYONE! :D
♥
Monday, February 12, 2007
IM GONNA BE STRONG!and im glad i have you, mum. (:
The River - Good Charlotte (Feat. Avenged Sevenfold)As I walk through the valley
Of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
Have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
To know that beautiful things
Don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
To know this beautiful place
Isn't everything they say
I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
(
Avenged Sevenfold)
You're from a small town
You're gonna grow up fast
Underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood on the boulevard
The dead come back to life
To the praying Mother
The worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back they'll come home stronger
And if they don't you'll knowThey sing that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
Baptized in the river (
on my own)
Baptized in the river (
on my own)
I wanna be delivered
On my own
On my ownBaptized in the river (
on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (
on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (
on my own)
I wanna be delivered
I confess I'm a sinner
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
This song is like so rockin'.
:)
♥
Friday, February 09, 2007
Go The Distance - Michael Bolton
I have often dreamed of a far-off place,
Where a hero's welcome would be waiting for me.
Where the crowds would cheer, when they see my face,
And a voice keeps saying this is where I'm meant to be.
I'll be there someday, I can go the distance.
I will find my way if I can be strong.
I know
every mile would be
worth my while,
When I go the distance, I'll be right where I belong.
Down an
unknown road to embrace my fate,
Though that road may wander, it will lead me to you.
And a thousand years would be worth the wait.
It might take a lifetime but somehow
I'll see it through.And I won't look back, I can go the distance,
And I'll stay on track, no
I won't accept defeat,
It's an uphill slope, but I won't lose hope,
'Till I go the distance, and my journey is complete.
But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part,
For a hero's strength is measured by his heart...
Like a shooting star, I will go the distance,
I will search the world, I will face its harms,
I don't care how far, I can go the distance,
'Till I find my hero's welcome waiting in your arms.
I will search the world, I will face its harms
'Till I find my hero's welcome waiting in your arms.
(:I've thought it over.
Im not gonna drop Higher Chinese!
NOPE NOPE! *shakes head*
♥
Thursday, February 08, 2007
So many tests in a week.
And yet i can still blog pretty much every single day.
Amazing isnt it?
Stayed back in sch to meet You Jin.
She's a really interesting woman, and she told us alot of her experiences with students and her stories not in the book..
And she also taught us how to write compos. xD
Im going to Victoria School for their council investiture on Friday.
Blahh. Have to leave CCA early.
Sian.
But anyways, im going with JU-WEL! Something happened and now Reuben replaced me
thanks dude! (:.
Stupid XXX. RARRRR.
Monday -
Chemistry: Rate of Reaction ITuesday -
Chemistry: Rate of Reaction II; Chinese: Cheng yus and stuffWednesday -
E Lit: Macbeth open bk testThursday -
S.S: Chapter 5 Friday -
A Math: Binomial Expansion and IndicesThere are like tests already planned after CNY lorh.
Before CNY also have tests. ._.
Got Pub deco also! And class board deco!
SYF! Council!
Everyone say my
PIMPLES all coming out!
AAAHHHH!!! NOOOO!!
I DONT WANT PIMPLES. )):
i sound so taitai. Off to study!
CIAOS! ((:
♥
Monday, February 05, 2007
School simply sucked today.
PE SUCKED THE MOST.
Im also falling sick lorh.
What is this.
Freakin' sucky.
♥
Sunday, February 04, 2007
My greatgrandma passed away today at the age of 94.
I just saw her yesterday. She couldnt even recognise my grandma, her daughter.
Well, at least she went away in peace. ):
♥
Saturday, February 03, 2007
After this incident, i've developed a hate for spammers.
59.189.61.203This person spammed my friend's blog.
(: Pls help and find out who this immature brat is.
Thank you. :D
http://www.campaignforrealbeauty.com/flat4.asp?id=6909Oh!
My sis and Yinghuan (dance senior, ex-councillor) are gonna be on tv on Sunday dancing for the Jue Dui Superstar finals! (:
Rmb to watch!
I didnt go for class noticeboard deco today.
Woke up not feeling well AT ALL.
Was like sneezing and coughing the entire morning. ):
Sorry guys. Should have tong1 zhi1 you all. X(
Anyway, Willie's looking for ppl to join the
XIIAO FAMILY!
Who want to join? ((:
I AM
XIIAONUIINAII!
LOL.. So many Is.
And i was just wondering,
Why is it that all the nicknames i've gotten for the past 2 years are all so.. EWW?
E.G dualiap (dua dua, liap liap), moo, cow, da nai, nailina (nehlina, lanineh) and now xiiaonuiinaii.
I have alot more but i just cant rmb now. x)
Gosh.
YOU PERVERTIC PPL!
*slaps your face*
♥
"Anons" have admitted and apologised to me for their behavior.
I've decided not to pursue the matter.
I admire these "anons" for coming out and admitting to their faults.
And i've chided them not to do such immature things again.
Thank you to all my friends who supported me through this entire ordeal.
I mean, maybe to u, it was nothing more but a trivial matter which i blew out of proportion.
But, there were many many hidden problems underneath, and it's only during times like these do u see a person's true nature.
So, thank you to all my friends for backing me up.
Anons' tags will all be deleted.
Pls do not scold them anymore, at least they had the courage to stand up and apologise.
But this is the bit of info abt the 10 "anons" that spammed my blog.
4/10 are councillors.
3/10 are dance juniors.
The remaining 4 dont know me, and i dont know them.
So clearly it was an act of immaturity, and hopefully they've learnt their lesson.
But i want u guys to know that this wasnt the only reason why i wanted to step down from council.
It was more of an accumulation of problems.
For now the other problems arent settled yet, but this incident has boosted my moral and it has told me that there are ignorant fools out there who can turn around in the nick of time to become more mature and knowledgable.
So thanks once again to everyone.
Hopefully life goes on as per normal, or even better. (:
God bless.
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In class today i married
BRYAN YEO!
OMGOSH!
And we have a
daughter! -
LOO HUILING!Let me explain the theory.
Bryan Yeo - Black = Chocolate
Nalina - *cough* = Milk
Huiling - HL chocolate milk! xD
Huiling is married to Hengxin who is Sock Ling and Tabby's son.
So Bryan Yeo and i are in-laws with them.
Then we share a dog.
Socks and Tab call her Feefee.
Bryan Yeo and i call her Beebee.
Feefeebeebee feebee feebee PHOEBE! is our dog. xDD
Hengxin never dao4 cha2 for us to seek permission to marry our daughter.
HENGXIN! CANNOT MARRY MY DAUGHTER!!!!
this last section was just some mad ranting from the author.dont blame her. she is physically active but mentally exhausted.
♥
Thursday, February 01, 2007
I've numbed myself already.
Almost totally.
Dont feel
it anymore.
IT refers to alot of things.
Not just the anger. Not just the pain. Passion as well.
Anyway, just another happy event for me to get happy abt.
My dad got another laptop.
So now, there's like 3 lappies (bro, sis, dad) at home and 2 desktops (me, mum).
Siao boh. I think it's just crazy.
Although, im using my dad's lappie to type now. (it's very nice! :D)
Felt really happy today.
Maybe it's cause for once, i can concentrate and listen in class without being distracted.
I also could listen properly and my mind wasnt drifting away - to council, to dance.
I realized, if i kept thinking abt that matter, i would never be able to study in class anymore.
Cos i would be too involved in thinking of those freaks.
So, i've decided to settle these ppl after and in-between classes, at least i could concentrate in class more.
Right now, i've got mixed feelings.
I have 2 options:
FORGIVE&FORGET - spare the rod and spoil the child, or,
DONTFORGIVE&DONTFORGET - making me seem like a heartless monster.
I dont know right now.
My reason for wanting to step down from council was not only because of those anons, but because of other matters as well.
I spoke to Mr Chua already, and he didnt allow me to get the form to quit.
I think most ppl would actually think it's cos im too busy that's why i wanna quit, that is on my list of
why i wanna quit, but, it's
right at the bottom.
Im not as busy as i used to be.
Also, i want to apologise to those ppl who got scared by me.
I wanted to control my feelings, but i just couldnt, so i showed my weakest side so many times in just one day.
I know i frightened some ppl with my option to step down from council, and i apologise for that.
But, my decision remains. And hopefully most of you all can support me in my decision.
Dont worry, im not quitting (yet). It actually depends on the situation and how it develops.
Not many ppl actually know the reason for why i wanna step down, the only ppl who know are Mr Chua, and a friend who is not feeling very well now (not naming person so ppl wont bother him/her).
But i realized that this was a very complicated matter, and i knew that this would not be easy to solve.
Esp when ppl who know dont wanna tell.Right now, i have a rough idea of who the perpetrators are.
IM GIVING YOU GUYS A FINAL WARNING: IF YOU ADMIT AND APOLOGISE TO ME (WHEN IM IN A GOOD MOOD) NOW, YOU WILL NOT BE PUNISHED AS HARSHLY. I GIVE YOU ALL UNTIL NEXT WEEK (9/2/07 - FRIDAY) TO COME AND TELL ME. IF THE ENTIRE GRP COMES AND APOLOGISES TO ME, I WILL DROP THE MATTER. BUT, IF YOU DONT WANT TO ADMIT WHAT YOU DID WRONG, YOU GUYS KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR OWN ACTIONS.
Hint hint: dun admit no matter what. (:
Am i making a huge fuss of this?
YES I AM. So what you gonna do?
This does not involve only the juniors, this involves the seniors as well.
Thank you guys for standing up for me, and encouraging me right now.But, there are complicated matters, which im afraid when i tell you, you all will "bu shuang".I dont wanna sacriface friendship, just like what you all dont wanna do.That's why i wanted to step down.Lastly: I need to slp.
Goodnight.
So many bright lights that cast a shadowBut can I speak? Well is it hard understanding? I’m incomplete. A life that’s so demanding, I get so weak. A love that's so demanding, I can’t speak.I am not afraid to keep on living,I am not afraid to walk this world alone And I just hope you know,That if you say Goodbye today, I'd ask you to be true, Cause the hardest part of this, is leaving you...
♥
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
O.O
There's a pregnant
9-year-old girl in Singapore.
OMGOOSSSHHH......
This is getting freaky.
SHE HAD SEX IN
PRIMARY THREE ZOMMMMGGGG
What the hell!
Singapore is getting weirder and weirder.
So morally wrong. ):
I GOT 3 ULCERS IN ONE GROUP IN MY MOUTH!
AND A SEPARATE 4TH ONE. ))):
SUCKY SUCKY.
♥
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Recently i stumbled upon this site
http://www.aninote.com yes i know im lag FT sucker!The most famous one is themightyone.
Click here to view:
http://nalina.youaremighty.com :DD
But, my personal favourite is this:
http://nalina.justgotowned.com((:
And! This is my 2nd fave! :DD
http://nalina.doyouhaveepilepsy.comSuper fun.
to kachiao your friends. (:ENJOY! Going to NUS UCC on Tuesday. ._.
HAVE TO REACH SCH AT
6am OMFreakinGosh.
Gonna be at UCC until around 10am before heading back to sch.
Which will take us one hour..
Which means that we'll be back in sch at 11+am!
WOOTS! :DD
But, i'll be missing CHEMLAB and CHINESE TEST.
Which also means that i'll have to stay back on other days to finish them. ._.
Woohoo. Dammit.
SS test tmr.
STUDY ! STUDY ! STUDY !
♥
When you love a woman,You tell her that she's the one ~Gosh.
Im never gonna touch alcohol till i get over this. x(
I went to my auntie's house and drank some Corona and Bacardi.
I drank until one third of the bottle was left.
After that, we had to Lo Hei already, so i downed the remainder.
Guess what happened.
While having steamboat, i suddenly felt woozy. ._.
Went to the toilet, and sat down there.
I freakin' couldnt breathe lah. LOL.
Felt damn hot, then after that, felt damn cold.
Then okay liao.
My sis said it was cos i drank too little that's why havent reach the "high" stage yet.
Why i felt like that was cos i was just a little away from getting high.
._. Should have drank more.
Hhahha! xDD
Anyway, this was a super bad experience.
Im gonna ward off alcohol till next month! :DD
ABSTAIN.. ABSTAIN..
♥
Saturday, February 24, 2007
For those who saw the tags on my tagboard last night..
It was just someone who got high on Barcardi. x))
Hahhaa.. Just ignore whatever he said. :DD
Hady Mirza - You Give Me WingsSometimes it’s hard just to be yourself
I know you know
So close to tears wanting to give up
I felt all alone
But now you’re here right by my side
And I just want you to know
You give me wings when I’m falling
You lift me up when I’m down
Taking me high touching the sky
Yeah you make me fly...
Now I am stronger than I was before
Because of you
I feel so alive and I’m wanting more
I can’t believe it's true
And now you're here, right by my side
Don’t ever let me go
You give me wings when I’m falling
You lift me up when I’m down
Taking me high, touching the sky
Yeah you make me fly...
Ooo baby, woah woah
Come fly away with me
You give me wings when I’m falling
That’s why I’m saying to you... ...
You give me wings when I’m falling (when I'm falling)
You lift me up when I’m down (when I'm down)
Taking me high (taking me high)
Touching the sky (touching the sky)
Yeah you make me (you make me)
Fly... ...
You give me wings when I'm falling
You lift me up when I'm down
Taking me high
Touching the sky
Yeah you make me
You make me fly
Oh.
What you see, may not be true.
Stop coming up with your own conclusions to bring me down.
I've gotta come up with my own
TO-KILL LIST like Weisheng.
And of course, most of you know who is first on my list. (:
Maybe it'll make me feel better.
♥
Friday, February 23, 2007
Watched
DREAMGIRLS! today. (:
Jennifer Hudson totally rocks. :DD
She owns Beyonce.
Hhahaha!
Watching American Idol now.
I think Lakisha Jones' gonna win.
Definitely. :D
♥
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
explain again to me~CNY celebration today.
It was... ... well-planned. (X
Anyway, i forgot to blog abt Chiang Rai outing!
*smacks head*
First we went to Mr Yeow's house to bai nian! :D
We went there and watched the Chiang Rai video which was
ONE HOUR LONG.
We skipped alot of parts. Hhaha.
At his house, we watched alot of Old School Bball.
LOLLL. Their sexy underwear. Glenn notices their sexy underwear.
And i said something wrong. GOSH.
someone: omgosh look at their thighs!me: i only notice the ball (REFERRING TO BASKETBALL), not the thighs.*everyone stun O.O*me: ... ?? (realization sinks in) NOOO!!!!!!!!!!! AHHH I WAS REFERRING TO THE BASKETBALL!!!!!!!._. sick ppl.
Afterwards, Mr and Mrs Yeow cooked Roti Prata and Chicken Curry for us!
NICENICE! :D:D
We left Mr Yeow's house at 12.45 and chionged to catch Ghost Rider/Epic Movie.
We didnt actually decide on the movie until we reached there.
But oh well. In the end we all watched Epic Movie cos i've already watched Ghost Rider.
LOL.
IT WAS SO FREAKIN' GAY!!!!!!The White Bitch. HAHHHAHALater we went off to ECP.
Missed the bus stop.
At first i was correct one lorh!
Then Minghui pressed the bell like 3 times..
The guys keep saying it's wrong when it was right. ._.
We took the bus ALL THE WAY to Parkway Parade.
Oh gosh.
We went to ECP, and there were ALOT of ppl there.
Rented bikes, and cycled for two hours.
Was really tired cos was wearing jeans. xP
At this waterbreaker Glenn tripped over a rock and a quarter of his toenail came off.
It was sick. But not as sick as what i've seen before. xDD
Hahahhaa. Get well soon
ISAAC!!
After that went back to Parkway.
I bought bubble tea, and went home cos i was really tired.
Hahahaha.. I slept at 8.30pm leh!
LOL. Woke up and slept early again.
These few days been sleeping really late cos of Mahjong. *rolls eyes*
Tired tired.
Was gay in school during CNY celebration.
Goh Han, ISAAC, Bangalah, Char..
ALL SPAS. x)
Orange-giving was gay.
Teacher *cough* was being gay.
EVERYONE WAS GAY!! :D
After CNY celebration (school ended at 11.30am),
Char and I went to Bedok Interchange.
Tried to catch Dreamgirls.
Dont have.
Went to Century Square.
Dont have.
Went to TM.
Dont have.
Went to Cathay.
Dont have.
Went to Plaza Sing.
Dont have.
!(*&$%&^(*&^##$)%
FIVE CINEMAS ONE ALSO DONT HAVE!
Kenasaiiiiiiii... ... ... ...
Then in the end come my house play mahjong.
LOL!
So fun.
I kena pwned. xDD
Hhahaha.
Gtg study chem liao!
CIAOS! :D:D
♥
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Im feeling so #(!*%^+&#@ now.
All i wanna do is down a few cans or bottles down.
Been doing that for the past few days anyway.
I dunno what's wrong with me.
But i guess, the problem doesnt lie with me.
♥
Monday, February 19, 2007
ANGBAOS ANGBAOS! :DDI realised this year that i have 2
SUPER RICH relatives.
If u think my house is big,
Both their houses are 4 times bigger than mine.
O.O
Im amazed.
They were just humongous.
ANYWAY!
CHIANG RAI OUTING TMR!!!! (((:
Me: Tues i not free.Dad: Why?Me: Oh. Cos i meeting the Chiang Rai ppl go out.Dad: WAH! They coming over from Chiang Rai?!?!Me: ... ...
♥
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Aiyah. I dont like going to temples. *rolls eyes*
Changed to this bimbotic template.
Hahhaha! xD
Okayy.. Off to reunion dinner!
CIAOS PPL! :D
♥
Friday, February 16, 2007
If u wanna tell me, just do so.First of all - BRYAN YEO. I DO NOT AGREE WITH YOUR THEORY
Second - Im feeling really tired and troubled.
Third - BRING ON THE ANGBAOS! (:
I wanna just lie on my bed and fall aslp.
But there's just too little time uh. ):
Have to study and do hmk during CNY.
WTH. It so sucks.
After CNY have so many tests.
I miss the days when i was so carefree and could just lie at home and watch TV.
Right now, i just pray for energy, support and encouragement from those around me and for those around me.
IT'S TIRING BEING A SEC 4.
IT'S WORSE WITH PPL JUDGING YOU.
I JUST WANNA STRANGLE ALL THOSE WHO PISS ME OFF.
Esp those few irritating ppl who i cant wait to
escape from.
Urgh!!!!!!!!!!!! X.X
And, right now my family aint helping either.
I dont know whether im supposed to be burdened by all these problems.
My brother and sister dont know abt alot of things because they're always not home.
Because of that, my mum tells me all the problems we're facing.
And because she's frustrated, she vents it all on me and i cant take it.
Maybe i should just
NOT GO HOME.I know that the amount of panadol i take on a daily basis isnt healthy.
But it's the only way of destressing and i feel so much better after taking 2 pills.
Hopefully my mum wont confiscate them.
Otherwise i think im just gonna die.
Oh gosh my thoughts are so disorientated now.
My mind's in a mess. So dont mind my ranting.
♥
Thursday, February 15, 2007
They're coming back to
haunt me.
EVERY. SINGLE. THING.A video of my brother and his gf dancing during the Salsa Congress.
Hahaha. (:
SALSA ON!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZlxu9o3olY
♥
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
HAPPY V'DAY EVERYONE! ((:Hahhaa. Celebrated V'DAY in school with classmates!
Then after that i celebrated with the dance ppl! (:
After that! I went to watch
GHOST RIDER!OMGOSH IT'S LIKE A COOL SHOW! :D:D:D:D:D
Nicolas Cage like just rocks lah.
Hahhaa. And Eva Mendes has a big rack. xDDD
The
FIRE was hot too! (:
The movie was supposed to open on the 15th!
But tyco tyco, OPEN AT PRINCESS TODAY! :D
Hahhaha.. Just reached home.
Quite tired. But happy. (:
Gotta study for E Math now!
WAHHOOO! :D
♥
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Today was exciting! (for me) LOL.
First of all, my test tube exploded during CHEM LAB.
Hahahha! xDD
I was heating black solid M over a strong flame, with a delivery tube channelled to limewater.
Then i turned the flame to a blue-flame, and then suddenly BOOM!
My test tube exploded!
The black solid dropped into the flame and it turned
GREEN.
Therefore, i deduce that the black solid has something to do with copper. x))
When the test tube exploded, obviously i was in momentary shock.
But SOMEONE (cough) was just
looking at the flame, not bothering to help in any way.
She didnt even bother to switch the flame off.
Later she asked me, "Did you see the flame?"
*rolls eyes*
I was more occupied with whether anyone got hurt, I didnt notice the green flame at all.
She was so pre-occupied with just staring at the flame.
Gahh.
But luckily noone got hurt. (:
Anyway! Gotta work on argumentative essay and compre!
ENGLISH ENGLISH! ((:
HAPPY V'DAY EVERYONE! :D
♥
Monday, February 12, 2007
IM GONNA BE STRONG!and im glad i have you, mum. (:
The River - Good Charlotte (Feat. Avenged Sevenfold)As I walk through the valley
Of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
Have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
To know that beautiful things
Don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
To know this beautiful place
Isn't everything they say
I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
(
Avenged Sevenfold)
You're from a small town
You're gonna grow up fast
Underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood on the boulevard
The dead come back to life
To the praying Mother
The worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back they'll come home stronger
And if they don't you'll knowThey sing that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
Baptized in the river (
on my own)
Baptized in the river (
on my own)
I wanna be delivered
On my own
On my ownBaptized in the river (
on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (
on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (
on my own)
I wanna be delivered
I confess I'm a sinner
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
This song is like so rockin'.
:)
♥
Friday, February 09, 2007
Go The Distance - Michael Bolton
I have often dreamed of a far-off place,
Where a hero's welcome would be waiting for me.
Where the crowds would cheer, when they see my face,
And a voice keeps saying this is where I'm meant to be.
I'll be there someday, I can go the distance.
I will find my way if I can be strong.
I know
every mile would be
worth my while,
When I go the distance, I'll be right where I belong.
Down an
unknown road to embrace my fate,
Though that road may wander, it will lead me to you.
And a thousand years would be worth the wait.
It might take a lifetime but somehow
I'll see it through.And I won't look back, I can go the distance,
And I'll stay on track, no
I won't accept defeat,
It's an uphill slope, but I won't lose hope,
'Till I go the distance, and my journey is complete.
But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part,
For a hero's strength is measured by his heart...
Like a shooting star, I will go the distance,
I will search the world, I will face its harms,
I don't care how far, I can go the distance,
'Till I find my hero's welcome waiting in your arms.
I will search the world, I will face its harms
'Till I find my hero's welcome waiting in your arms.
(:I've thought it over.
Im not gonna drop Higher Chinese!
NOPE NOPE! *shakes head*
♥
Thursday, February 08, 2007
So many tests in a week.
And yet i can still blog pretty much every single day.
Amazing isnt it?
Stayed back in sch to meet You Jin.
She's a really interesting woman, and she told us alot of her experiences with students and her stories not in the book..
And she also taught us how to write compos. xD
Im going to Victoria School for their council investiture on Friday.
Blahh. Have to leave CCA early.
Sian.
But anyways, im going with JU-WEL! Something happened and now Reuben replaced me
thanks dude! (:.
Stupid XXX. RARRRR.
Monday -
Chemistry: Rate of Reaction ITuesday -
Chemistry: Rate of Reaction II; Chinese: Cheng yus and stuffWednesday -
E Lit: Macbeth open bk testThursday -
S.S: Chapter 5 Friday -
A Math: Binomial Expansion and IndicesThere are like tests already planned after CNY lorh.
Before CNY also have tests. ._.
Got Pub deco also! And class board deco!
SYF! Council!
Everyone say my
PIMPLES all coming out!
AAAHHHH!!! NOOOO!!
I DONT WANT PIMPLES. )):
i sound so taitai. Off to study!
CIAOS! ((:
♥
Monday, February 05, 2007
School simply sucked today.
PE SUCKED THE MOST.
Im also falling sick lorh.
What is this.
Freakin' sucky.
♥
Sunday, February 04, 2007
My greatgrandma passed away today at the age of 94.
I just saw her yesterday. She couldnt even recognise my grandma, her daughter.
Well, at least she went away in peace. ):
♥
Saturday, February 03, 2007
After this incident, i've developed a hate for spammers.
59.189.61.203This person spammed my friend's blog.
(: Pls help and find out who this immature brat is.
Thank you. :D
http://www.campaignforrealbeauty.com/flat4.asp?id=6909Oh!
My sis and Yinghuan (dance senior, ex-councillor) are gonna be on tv on Sunday dancing for the Jue Dui Superstar finals! (:
Rmb to watch!
I didnt go for class noticeboard deco today.
Woke up not feeling well AT ALL.
Was like sneezing and coughing the entire morning. ):
Sorry guys. Should have tong1 zhi1 you all. X(
Anyway, Willie's looking for ppl to join the
XIIAO FAMILY!
Who want to join? ((:
I AM
XIIAONUIINAII!
LOL.. So many Is.
And i was just wondering,
Why is it that all the nicknames i've gotten for the past 2 years are all so.. EWW?
E.G dualiap (dua dua, liap liap), moo, cow, da nai, nailina (nehlina, lanineh) and now xiiaonuiinaii.
I have alot more but i just cant rmb now. x)
Gosh.
YOU PERVERTIC PPL!
*slaps your face*
♥
"Anons" have admitted and apologised to me for their behavior.
I've decided not to pursue the matter.
I admire these "anons" for coming out and admitting to their faults.
And i've chided them not to do such immature things again.
Thank you to all my friends who supported me through this entire ordeal.
I mean, maybe to u, it was nothing more but a trivial matter which i blew out of proportion.
But, there were many many hidden problems underneath, and it's only during times like these do u see a person's true nature.
So, thank you to all my friends for backing me up.
Anons' tags will all be deleted.
Pls do not scold them anymore, at least they had the courage to stand up and apologise.
But this is the bit of info abt the 10 "anons" that spammed my blog.
4/10 are councillors.
3/10 are dance juniors.
The remaining 4 dont know me, and i dont know them.
So clearly it was an act of immaturity, and hopefully they've learnt their lesson.
But i want u guys to know that this wasnt the only reason why i wanted to step down from council.
It was more of an accumulation of problems.
For now the other problems arent settled yet, but this incident has boosted my moral and it has told me that there are ignorant fools out there who can turn around in the nick of time to become more mature and knowledgable.
So thanks once again to everyone.
Hopefully life goes on as per normal, or even better. (:
God bless.
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In class today i married
BRYAN YEO!
OMGOSH!
And we have a
daughter! -
LOO HUILING!Let me explain the theory.
Bryan Yeo - Black = Chocolate
Nalina - *cough* = Milk
Huiling - HL chocolate milk! xD
Huiling is married to Hengxin who is Sock Ling and Tabby's son.
So Bryan Yeo and i are in-laws with them.
Then we share a dog.
Socks and Tab call her Feefee.
Bryan Yeo and i call her Beebee.
Feefeebeebee feebee feebee PHOEBE! is our dog. xDD
Hengxin never dao4 cha2 for us to seek permission to marry our daughter.
HENGXIN! CANNOT MARRY MY DAUGHTER!!!!
this last section was just some mad ranting from the author.dont blame her. she is physically active but mentally exhausted.
♥
Thursday, February 01, 2007
I've numbed myself already.
Almost totally.
Dont feel
it anymore.
IT refers to alot of things.
Not just the anger. Not just the pain. Passion as well.
Anyway, just another happy event for me to get happy abt.
My dad got another laptop.
So now, there's like 3 lappies (bro, sis, dad) at home and 2 desktops (me, mum).
Siao boh. I think it's just crazy.
Although, im using my dad's lappie to type now. (it's very nice! :D)
Felt really happy today.
Maybe it's cause for once, i can concentrate and listen in class without being distracted.
I also could listen properly and my mind wasnt drifting away - to council, to dance.
I realized, if i kept thinking abt that matter, i would never be able to study in class anymore.
Cos i would be too involved in thinking of those freaks.
So, i've decided to settle these ppl after and in-between classes, at least i could concentrate in class more.
Right now, i've got mixed feelings.
I have 2 options:
FORGIVE&FORGET - spare the rod and spoil the child, or,
DONTFORGIVE&DONTFORGET - making me seem like a heartless monster.
I dont know right now.
My reason for wanting to step down from council was not only because of those anons, but because of other matters as well.
I spoke to Mr Chua already, and he didnt allow me to get the form to quit.
I think most ppl would actually think it's cos im too busy that's why i wanna quit, that is on my list of
why i wanna quit, but, it's
right at the bottom.
Im not as busy as i used to be.
Also, i want to apologise to those ppl who got scared by me.
I wanted to control my feelings, but i just couldnt, so i showed my weakest side so many times in just one day.
I know i frightened some ppl with my option to step down from council, and i apologise for that.
But, my decision remains. And hopefully most of you all can support me in my decision.
Dont worry, im not quitting (yet). It actually depends on the situation and how it develops.
Not many ppl actually know the reason for why i wanna step down, the only ppl who know are Mr Chua, and a friend who is not feeling very well now (not naming person so ppl wont bother him/her).
But i realized that this was a very complicated matter, and i knew that this would not be easy to solve.
Esp when ppl who know dont wanna tell.Right now, i have a rough idea of who the perpetrators are.
IM GIVING YOU GUYS A FINAL WARNING: IF YOU ADMIT AND APOLOGISE TO ME (WHEN IM IN A GOOD MOOD) NOW, YOU WILL NOT BE PUNISHED AS HARSHLY. I GIVE YOU ALL UNTIL NEXT WEEK (9/2/07 - FRIDAY) TO COME AND TELL ME. IF THE ENTIRE GRP COMES AND APOLOGISES TO ME, I WILL DROP THE MATTER. BUT, IF YOU DONT WANT TO ADMIT WHAT YOU DID WRONG, YOU GUYS KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR OWN ACTIONS.
Hint hint: dun admit no matter what. (:
Am i making a huge fuss of this?
YES I AM. So what you gonna do?
This does not involve only the juniors, this involves the seniors as well.
Thank you guys for standing up for me, and encouraging me right now.But, there are complicated matters, which im afraid when i tell you, you all will "bu shuang".I dont wanna sacriface friendship, just like what you all dont wanna do.That's why i wanted to step down.Lastly: I need to slp.
Goodnight.
So many bright lights that cast a shadowBut can I speak? Well is it hard understanding? I’m incomplete. A life that’s so demanding, I get so weak. A love that's so demanding, I can’t speak.I am not afraid to keep on living,I am not afraid to walk this world alone And I just hope you know,That if you say Goodbye today, I'd ask you to be true, Cause the hardest part of this, is leaving you...
