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Friday, May 26, 2006
I dont know what's wrong with me.
Im feeling quite.. ):
As in, noone appreciates my efforts.
I know sometimes i do things "un-wholeheartedly",
But i still took time and effort to do it right?
I know every single one of us has faced such a problem before,
Like
not being appreciated.I totally understand how it feels.
And it's such a sucky feeling.
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Im scared of getting into council.
I know it's kinda like, wishful thinking that i would actually get in,
But, what
IF i really get in?
Since sec 1, i've always wanted to be in council,
That's no secret.
But now, i feel as though it's a huge responsibility.
I dont really mind being in or not in,
Im just scared that if i get in,
Whether i'll be able to cope with studies, dance and council.
Studies and dance and piano and tuition are already quite filled with stress.
But once
PIANO is
piano, i find that i can do anything.
Even though it's only 1 hour on a tuesday. (:
DANCE is a passion in my life.
SINGING is another one.
If i wanna develop this other passion,
I will have to give up other things to cope with it.
Let's see, by next year, if i have all these... ...
(1) DANCE
(2) VOCAL LESSONS
(3) COUNCIL
(4) TUITION
(5) STUDIES
(6) O LEVELS
There're only 7 days in a week.
Will i have it all?
I realise that 7 days is not enough for me.
I need to go to church.
I need to go back to God.
But i cant.
Not when time is against me.
I GUESS BRIT IS NOW PISSED WITH K-FED!
WOOTS!
♥
Friday, May 26, 2006
I dont know what's wrong with me.
Im feeling quite.. ):
As in, noone appreciates my efforts.
I know sometimes i do things "un-wholeheartedly",
But i still took time and effort to do it right?
I know every single one of us has faced such a problem before,
Like
not being appreciated.I totally understand how it feels.
And it's such a sucky feeling.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Im scared of getting into council.
I know it's kinda like, wishful thinking that i would actually get in,
But, what
IF i really get in?
Since sec 1, i've always wanted to be in council,
That's no secret.
But now, i feel as though it's a huge responsibility.
I dont really mind being in or not in,
Im just scared that if i get in,
Whether i'll be able to cope with studies, dance and council.
Studies and dance and piano and tuition are already quite filled with stress.
But once
PIANO is
piano, i find that i can do anything.
Even though it's only 1 hour on a tuesday. (:
DANCE is a passion in my life.
SINGING is another one.
If i wanna develop this other passion,
I will have to give up other things to cope with it.
Let's see, by next year, if i have all these... ...
(1) DANCE
(2) VOCAL LESSONS
(3) COUNCIL
(4) TUITION
(5) STUDIES
(6) O LEVELS
There're only 7 days in a week.
Will i have it all?
I realise that 7 days is not enough for me.
I need to go to church.
I need to go back to God.
But i cant.
Not when time is against me.
I GUESS BRIT IS NOW PISSED WITH K-FED!
WOOTS!
