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♥ Sunday, April 23, 2006
5:13 PM

Realisation is sinking in.


I realise that in 4 days, MYEs are gonna start.
I havent revised a freakin' subject yet.
And shit, im getting damn worried.


I mean, i dont wanna study.
Cos my heart hasnt settled down from the other stuff that are distracting me yet.


I keep thinking abt my new phone,
My birthday celebration,
The church camp,
My friendship,
3C,
Money,
And recently im getting obsessed over my body.


I know most of you say im not fat and stuff..
But now i keep looking in the mirror telling myself im fat all the time.
Haiii.
So sick and tired of that bulging THING,
I always want it to just burst and disappear. x(
Man,
I always stare at my tummy in the mirror,
And then the next moment im gorging down 8 chicken wings.


How ironic.
I cant put my mind to the things i wanna do.
I feel so useless.
And im getting into mood swings all the time,
Shouting at my mum for no good reason.


And there's SS common test tmr.
Like, WTH.
I dunno what the shit is OCTPM.
Origin, Content, T...., P....., and M.....
I think im gonna fail it like crap.
I think im just gonna PointEvidenceExplanation.
Bahhhhumbug.
Screw it lah.
Buck up darling, you know you love writing crap stuff for crap teachers to read your crap answers on the crap paper.
SS, Hist, Lit.
Wheee, my fave answering subjs.
It's so easy to just crap around. (:


But, somehow i got this feeling im gonna fail the recent Hist paper.
And im gonna screw up tmr's SS paper.
Lit, i must say,
Im not exactly aceing it right now.
Guess Ms Koh's standard is higher than i think.
:(


And on Tuesday, a freakin study day,
There's gonna be a Fire Drill Exercise.
Like OMFG.
Cant they put it on another day AFTER MYEs?
You're screwing up every teacher and every student!
Everyone's SO anxious abt MYEs and you go run a stupid drill.
Dont crap around that's it's MOE regulation.
MOE is not that STUPID.


Anyway, thanks to dearies who tagged my board.
Sorry, i have no time to go surf your blogs and tag back,
Cos some blogs take damn long to load,
So i just click the red "x" on the top right hand corner.
Eg, Shitbee and Yiyee's blog.
Tell you arhhh,
Your blogs are damn hard to ENTER!
And for the other dearies,
I dunno what to tag. :(
Sorrry.
But when i find the time to blogsurf and think of stuffs to tag,
I promise i'll tag everyone's blog, alright?
MUACKS! < 3


Haii.
Suddenly, iron jack-jack sits on my heart.
Then it changes to flames and burns it.
And now, the monster is tearing at my heart.


Bahhh.
It's the trauma of losing your beloved phone i guess.
:(