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♥ Wednesday, April 19, 2006
9:23 PM

Dont actually feel like blogging.


There're like, so many things weighing down my heart,
I dont even know where to begin.
It's like, this feeling where you feel depressed and sad,
And lonely.


This desolate feeling makes you feel like crying.
But i have no idea why i just cant cry.
I just cant think properly.


Perhaps it's cos of tired, or sick.
I've been sleeping the whole day, even skipping my first lesson of ballet intermediate.
My eyes are slightly swollen,
Not from crying, but from tearing.


Dont really feel like going school tmr.
But there's Elect Hist test and Chem SPA.
So, i cant skip school for nuts.
Sad right?
Im super desperate to just skip school tmr.
Like, desperate.


You know, thinking about what i've done to ******,
I feel kinda guilty.
Actually, i really feel guilty.
My actions really remind me of my primary school days,
Being outcasted and all.
I know that feeling, which isnt exactly what you call pleasant.
When i saw the book of poems, "emotional help" or something,
I finally realised i had teased her for too long.
I mean, im not usually the one who makes up jokes abt her,
But the action of laughing of her is really mean.
Damn, but she's really laughable. x(
How long will it take for me to get out of immatureness and stop laughing at her?
Time will tell.


Today i gathered the guts to go to school with my ridiculous hairstyle.
It wasnt as bad as i thought ppl would react.
I thought i looked HORRENDOUS!
But my class actually thought i looked
(1) Retro - like an Agogo dancer. -.-lll
(2) Cute - i already am. ((X
Heyhey, they're just voicing their HONEST opinions.
(:


And, today Hengxin became 3C IDOL.
She was sent to see May Lan and the Noobenizer.
Read her blog for more details.
If you can figure out her password.


Damn. I feel so weird i just wanna curl up in bed and rot.
Havent eaten dinner yet.
Dont feel like anyway.


When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever and ever
Who knew
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and that last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew