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Monday, April 24, 2006
3 days Nalina.
3 more days.What'chu waiting for?Hit the blardie books right now!!NOWWW SHITFACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!Gahhhh.
Blardie MYEs start on Thurs.
And im still slacking on my lardbutt now.
Pffft. After all the encouragement from my dearest friends who gave me postcards,
I still cant bring myself to open the "book of knowledge" and bury my head in it.
Till now, im still fuming mad.
I dont understand why adults can get away with stuff that we, the so-called "kids", cant do.
You see, during a struggle, which was "my fault" supposedly,
My mum kept pulling the metal items, which my finger my caught in between.
She kept pulling and pulling, and that pain which grips your finger just fills your nerves.
And then the pain comes.
You try to pull your hand out, and it's just plain stuck.
And there's this bitch who keeps pulling and pulling like a dog fighting for a bone.
And your finger is caught in between the struggle.
I know it sounds exaggerated,
But it seriously hurts like crap.
And up till now, my mum still thinks she's right and im wrong.
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK LAH?!It's HER fault, HER error, i get hurt, and then she blames me.
FUCKING NEHNEH.I still feel damn bu fu qi,
I get injured and i get blamed,
WHAT COULD BE WORSE?!
Fuck man, I HATE MY MUM SO FUCKING MUCH!
I hate adults who deny their mistakes and make NO amends to it.
My dad, another one.
Always SCREAMING and SCOLDING me for not drying my hair every night before i slp.
Like, PLEASE, he goes on and on and on,
And i just wanna shut him up even though i know it's for my own good.
ADULTS, CANT THEY JUST SHUT UP?!!!!!!!!!
Worse thing is, my siblings are getting "adulty" too,
And the last thing i want is for them to start nagging at me.
Aahhhhh, the horrors of getting old!
You grow into someone you dont wanna be! :(
But anyway, on to something happy...
IM GOING TO STUDIO WU TO DANCE FOR 2 STRAIGHT HOURS WITH SWAN YEE FOR FREE! ((((:Yayness.
That big darling Swan Yee.
Gave me 3 free lessons to take dance lessons at Studio Wu.
Arghhh, im itching for real dance.
BRING IT ON!
Man, i still feel guilty for taking dance lessons so near the MYEs.
Cant study yet. ):
Feel like im gonna plummet a million miles down the study ladder i painstakingly climbed up my 8 yrs of studying.
BAHHHHHHHH.
My hair's wet.
Gonna go dry it.
If not get migrain -> need $ to see doc -> if no money than damn pain -> cannot take the pain -> start throwing tantrum -> make everyone's life miserable (yay can make my mum miserable with good reason! (:) -> will die a miserable, fucked-up old hag.
Seriously, my dad tells me that if i dont dry my hair. -.-l
Except for the last part lah, of course not. :P
♥
Monday, April 24, 2006
3 days Nalina.
3 more days.What'chu waiting for?Hit the blardie books right now!!NOWWW SHITFACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!Gahhhh.
Blardie MYEs start on Thurs.
And im still slacking on my lardbutt now.
Pffft. After all the encouragement from my dearest friends who gave me postcards,
I still cant bring myself to open the "book of knowledge" and bury my head in it.
Till now, im still fuming mad.
I dont understand why adults can get away with stuff that we, the so-called "kids", cant do.
You see, during a struggle, which was "my fault" supposedly,
My mum kept pulling the metal items, which my finger my caught in between.
She kept pulling and pulling, and that pain which grips your finger just fills your nerves.
And then the pain comes.
You try to pull your hand out, and it's just plain stuck.
And there's this bitch who keeps pulling and pulling like a dog fighting for a bone.
And your finger is caught in between the struggle.
I know it sounds exaggerated,
But it seriously hurts like crap.
And up till now, my mum still thinks she's right and im wrong.
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK LAH?!It's HER fault, HER error, i get hurt, and then she blames me.
FUCKING NEHNEH.I still feel damn bu fu qi,
I get injured and i get blamed,
WHAT COULD BE WORSE?!
Fuck man, I HATE MY MUM SO FUCKING MUCH!
I hate adults who deny their mistakes and make NO amends to it.
My dad, another one.
Always SCREAMING and SCOLDING me for not drying my hair every night before i slp.
Like, PLEASE, he goes on and on and on,
And i just wanna shut him up even though i know it's for my own good.
ADULTS, CANT THEY JUST SHUT UP?!!!!!!!!!
Worse thing is, my siblings are getting "adulty" too,
And the last thing i want is for them to start nagging at me.
Aahhhhh, the horrors of getting old!
You grow into someone you dont wanna be! :(
But anyway, on to something happy...
IM GOING TO STUDIO WU TO DANCE FOR 2 STRAIGHT HOURS WITH SWAN YEE FOR FREE! ((((:Yayness.
That big darling Swan Yee.
Gave me 3 free lessons to take dance lessons at Studio Wu.
Arghhh, im itching for real dance.
BRING IT ON!
Man, i still feel guilty for taking dance lessons so near the MYEs.
Cant study yet. ):
Feel like im gonna plummet a million miles down the study ladder i painstakingly climbed up my 8 yrs of studying.
BAHHHHHHHH.
My hair's wet.
Gonna go dry it.
If not get migrain -> need $ to see doc -> if no money than damn pain -> cannot take the pain -> start throwing tantrum -> make everyone's life miserable (yay can make my mum miserable with good reason! (:) -> will die a miserable, fucked-up old hag.
Seriously, my dad tells me that if i dont dry my hair. -.-l
Except for the last part lah, of course not. :P
